| chapter 23: what i said and what i meant |
Harry sat on his bed and looked around the room he was waiting for Ron to come back to the boy�s dorm. �Hey harry what�s up?� Ron said coming into the room. �I need to tell you something but you can�t tell Hermione she�s too scared already.� Harry said. �Ok what is it� Ron asked. �Well I think that maybe Sirius and the others aren�t really then self but deatheaters.� Harry said. �Oh come on Harry I know there acting strange but after last year and what happened to Crouch�s son you think they would try it again.� Ron said. �No I guess your right� harry said. �Why don�t you just go look around Mrs. Figg�s office again?� Ron said. �Alright I will tonight� Harry said. Harry made his way through the corridors to Mrs. Figg�s office, and listened at the door. He didn�t hear a thing so he opened it and stepped inside. As soon as he did he wished he hadn�t, there was Sirius in his dog form on the floor eye wide open looking at Harry. Harry froze not sure what to do. The dog got up and walked over to harry and pulled on his pants leg tell harry to follow him, he walked out of the office and along the floors till they came to an old office not in use anymore. Sirius lead him inside to a room harry guessed Sirius had been living in since he got here. Sirius took his human form and stud before harry scowling. �Just what wear you doing after you just promised me you stay in bed after hours?� Sirius said. �I�.nothing� Harry said starting to get angry. �Nothing, yeah right� Sirius said mockingly. �Whatever why shouldn�t I no ones telling me anything!� Harry yelled at him. �Because it�s not safe and it�s not your business.� Sirius said. �I don�t have to listen to you your not my father and if it wasn�t for you and your stupid ideas my father wouldn�t even be dead right now!� harry yelled. Sirius didn�t say anything he just stud there looking very hurt and taken back but Harry really couldn�t care at that point. Harry turned and left with out another word. Harry sat in the common room by the fire and worked on his homework with Hermione and Ron. After a while Hermione went to the library to get some stuff for her potion�s report. �So what did you find in Mrs. Figg�s office?� Ron asked. �Sirius� Harry said. �What was he doing?� Ron asked not catching Harry sarcasm. �Catching me� Harry said and this time Ron noticed his tone of voice. �Oh�what happened?� Ron said. �Nothing, he told me I shouldn�t be out of bed and I yelled at him.� Harry said not wanting to talk about it. �What you say� Ron pressed. �I told him he�s not going to tell me what to do he�s not my dad.� Harry said. �Oh that�s kind of harsh don�t ya think.� Ron said. �No� Harry said going back to his homework. The next day they all had dark arts class, when Harry and the others got there they took a seat in the back of the class. Harry could see Sirius in his dog form up in the front of the room. He was starring at Harry and even as a dog he looked sad. Harry sighed he was starting to come down from he rage and starting to feel bad for what he said to Sirius he hadn�t meant it really he just been so made and he want to find a way to make Sirius feel as bad as he did. I should talk to him Harry thought. Harry felt like this day wouldn�t ever end, he wanted to go talk to Sirius and the day just kept going on and on. When harry last class ended Harry didn�t even bother with dinner he went looking for Sirius. He thought he might be able to catch him before he left Mrs. Figg�s classroom so Harry went there first. Sirius wasn�t there so Harry turned to leave, there was Sirius in human form behind him leaning on the wall. Sirius sighed and looked at Harry, �I was just-� Harry started. �Don�t bother it�s not my business anyway go ahead.� Sirius said turning to leave. �I would if you shut-up and stay put.� Harry said wishing he hadn�t after he heard himself. Harry could see the hurt in Sirius�s eyes and felt even worse then before. �Listen ok, I was looking for you I want to apologies for what I said I didn�t even mean those things-� �You don�t have to do this I understand ok you wear right I�m not your dad and it is my fault he died but did you really think I don�t know that.� Sirius said glumly. �But I don�t think dad dying your fault I just said that to�hurt you.� Harry said miserably. �I�m really sorry� Harry said. �But I got mad because I felt like you didn�t trust me not just because you wanted me to stay in bed but because you wouldn�t tell me what going on.� Harry said. �Harry I�d love to tell you but I can�t it�s not my secret to be telling.� Sirius pleaded. �I�m sorry� Sirius said. �It�s ok� Harry said. �It�s not that I think you should just never break the rules you know, I mean that�s why they are there to break but it�s just not safe right now if it was I wouldn�t care, but it not and I do care about you and I don�t want you to get hurt.� Sirius said. �It�s ok I understand� Harry said. �So wear ok then� Sirius asked. �Of course� Harry said smiling. �Great� Sirius said smiling back at harry. ****Notes**** So what did u think? 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