| Erin and I was going to this new place we had discovered, and we had planned to meet Elijah and Peter there. Everything seemed to go just fine, until Erin asked me if I could go and buy some peanuts in the bar for her. So I crossed the dance floor, and walked over to the bar. The guy behind the counter was really flirty, and it wasn`t easy for me to go back to the others. After maybe 30 minutes of total boredom, I finally made up an excuse. I told him that I had to go to the toilet. I felt his eyes in my neck, so I had to go to the toilet before I went back to the others. But "the others" weren`t where I thought they were. Cause on the couch outside the toilet, I saw Elijah and Erin making out. I didn`t say a word. It felt like the room was spinning around. When Erin noticed me, she screamed. Elijah looked at me, but for some reason he didn`t want to look into my eyes. "Christi, don`t take this the wrong way." Erin said. "Well, if I`m not suppose to take this the wrong way, you have got to tell me what the right way is!!" I said madly. "It`s not that easy to explain." Erin said."It was nothing, it didn`t mean anything" "Oh, is that so?" Elijah said furious. "That was really nice of you!" He stood up, and left the room. I stared at Erin. "But Christi," she said. "Why are you so mad? You told me you didn`t have feelings for Elijah!" "You knew damn well that wasn`t true! Why can`t you ever think about anyone else than yourself?" I said. "Oh, look who`s talking!!" Erin said and snorted. "As if you have cared for my feelings lately!? You have never asked me once what I feel for Elijah! Is it that strange that I might have feelings for a guy too? You`re just pissed because he choosed me, and not you!" "Give me a fucking break! You have been talking about yourself and you heartache for the last couple of months! It`s no wonder I assumed that you still were in love with Peter! I`d bet you just took Elijah to make me jealous." "God Christi, I`m not that immature anymore! I happened to have feelings for someone else but Peter, is that so weird? You should be happy for me..!" Erin said. We were both quiet. "But why Elijah, Erin? Why not Daryll, Tom, Ben or someone else? When you knew that I was in love with Elijah!" I burst out. Erin looked at me with a stupid look in her eyes. "What? Why I like Elijah? Well, why do you like him Christi? I can`t explain why I like Elijah and not Ben! I just like Elijah better, it`s that easy!" Suddenly Peter came out of the men`s room. He stopped and looed at us. He seemed very confused, as he looked from Erin to me and back again. "Well, nice to see you too!" He said with a sarcastic tone in his voice. I looked at Erin and shook my head. She was so hopeless! I left the room, in frustration and anger. I didn`t want to go back to the boys either, cause I didn`t feel like seeing Elijah right now. So walked down to the quay. KEEP ON READING BACK HOME INDEX |