More headshots, more casting calls.
It has all added up to nothing.
My agent promises.
I've done one local cable show commercial.
I'm an actress damnit.
I'm a fucking actress.
I can't very well be known as the local cable show commercial girl!
I am supposed to shine damnit. SHINE!
If I don't become the actress, what then?
*the local cable show commercial
*found $80 on the street, kept it and bought a new pair of shoes
*was tipped $50 from one customer
is
my
BREAK?!?
*it's been 19 months and one local cable show commercial
*dead end waitress job--stop calling me honey and babe
*a sucky agent who promises too much