Right now... I have some of my poems up, I dont think they are really good or anything, but I just wrote them, wrote whatever was on my mind, at a certain time. Sorry I haven't wrote any lately, but I guess nothing been on my mind nor in my heart lately, they all just drifted away. (writers block??)
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~July 16, 1999~ The door
Left here alone in the dark |
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~ Don't Leave me ~
I felt like I wanted to die, |
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~Love is confusing~ 10/12/99 Love is confusing... its something I need something I want and definately... something I can't live without but I'm clueless to what it is for I never experienced it I wonder what its all about questions fly back n' forth through my head they pass yet they stay unanswered and stuck inside my head causing me my pain and torture I wish I knew what to do sitting here as my heart starts crumbling thinking... and just hoping that love would guide me through. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~Don't know what to do~ 10/13/99 I don't know what to do, everything ain't going right, wondering if I'm going to lose you, just hurts me so much inside, I just wish we could be together hun, but if you see it best we stay apart, anything you want and it will be done, even a deed that may shatter my heart, I'd do whatever your heart desires, just tell me what to do an how, because my love is like a raging fire, hoping that you would never put it out. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~What can I do?~ 11/7/99 What can I do now, when I'm lost inside your world, when I cant find the way to your heart, and when I can't see you in my arms, I want to hold you, and never let you go, but you wont allow it, and I can't even get close, you're locked up inside your past, suffering from the pains of sorrow, and you won't let it go, you need to move on baby, and I'm standing there with the key you are free now, but something is holding you back, and you dont want to leave, just take the risk baby, cause you'll never know if you stay locked up in your cage, come with me, by your side I'll stay ~Henry Diep~ |
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~Heartbroken~ 12/1/99 (1:00 AM) Am I to look away, from what I thought we had? with happy thoughts throughout the day, which now seems to make me sad, there are obstacles all over, and problems filled with emotions, showing signs that we shouldn't be together, every attempt to pull us closer contains no motion, yet everyday that passes me by, living with you in my heart, would be a dreadful lie, since we never been anything but apart, my heart seems crushed with no desires, Feelings for you, I still hold on to and that... I still admire. reason being that I care about you. I don't want to let you go and wish that it wasn't just my heart that you stole ~Henry Diep~ |
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~Someone~ 12/17/99 I'm looking for someone I can give my heart to someone I can hold tight someone I can talk to someone I can kiss goodnight or go to sleep happily with one last thought of her someone I can dream of someone to share secrets with someone to care for or shed a tear for just someone who is looking for ... someone like me. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~True Love~ 12/17/99 I dont know why Im living life in the dark that im the kind of guy that follows my heart where one girl stands until the end I know she can make the rules bend for all that I know when I look into her eyes she is in control and I would never lie for my love is true that I cant denie cuz she's sweet like honey dew and never wanna make her cry never wanna say no cuz i dont want our love to die baby... you're all that i know. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~I wanna know you~ December 20, 1999 If you were a genie and you offered me wishes I'd wish to get to know you but you aren't... even if you'd offer to answer all of my questions I still wouldn't know you I might know what you like might know what you do for fun but yet I still wouldn't know you to me... knowing you means that I know what you want I know what you're feeling and to know what you are thinking without you telling me... ~Henry Diep~ |
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~Never look back~ December 20, 1999 Pain and sorrow lies in our past, for the love we had, we couldn't make anything of it, it just seemed so perfect, now its too late, and I made my mistake, don't want you to look back, to what we could of had, instead, look to the future, if you come back, then I know for sure, I would hold on to you, tell you I love you, because I know... that our love is true. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~There is something special about you~ March 5, 2000 There is just something special about you, it makes me want to be with you, I can't tell you what it is, for I can't seem to figure it out myself, there is just something about you, maybe its when I look into your eyes, there is this feeling that you have something special inside, or maybe it is the smile on your face, that always seem to put a smile on mines, maybe its the way you walk, or the way you talk, or even the way you glance at me, every little thing I seem to notice, every little word I seem to hear, there is just something about you, and asking you out is what I fear, if I should or if I shouldn't, wondering if anything would go wrong, if I do, I would know that at least I tried, but what if I couldn't take the "no" you say, and drown myself in my own tears , or have my heart shattered with no glue around, and what if you say "yes?" then what would I do next? I wouldn't know what to do at all, but if I dont ask you at all, it doesn't mean I dont love you, maybe I just don't have the guts to, and that I would regret, as forever on, the question would stay a mystery, of pain and agony that could've prevailed, but now just a question stuck inside my head, wish i could tell you what you mean to me, but no words could describe the way I feel about you, words may come close, but only the ones that say "I love you" ~Henry Diep~ |
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~To love~ March,12 2000 Despite all the differences, and all the problems, for 2 people to love, and want to love, they must be together, if things work out, then its true, if it doesn't, it wasn't meant to be, but at least you found out, rather than not try at all, where your satisfaction been filled, and you are no longer confused. ~Henry Diep~ |
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~Unknown~ I can't find the words to say, To tell you that I feel this way,I want you, What can I do to make you want me next to you, If you look at me you'll understand, That all I want is to hold your hand, I felt this way for so long, It hurts me that I don't belong, Wanting you is all a dream, My heart aches I want to scream, I smile and laugh just thinking about you, Together now I wish it was true, I always imagine your gentle touch, If only you knew I felt this much, Not being with you I'm falling apart, Because I don't know how to get your heart, If you could only see the love in my eyes, All of those nights I sat and cried, Just look at me standing here, Call my name and I'll be there, How long the wait, I don't know, But when that day comes I'll let it show, If only you knew my feelings for you, I'll stay hopeful that you feel the same way to! |
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