Snowflake

 

 

By Anam

2003

M/M slash and romance featuring Benny and Classic Ray.

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For Dawn….

 

 

 

Each snowflake in an avalanche pleads not guilty.

  - Stanislaw J. Lec (1909-1966)

 

 

 

“Fraser! It’s hot in here!”

 

Ray shouted this in the dead of winter as Chicago was being buried under a heavy blanket of snow from one of the worst storms in history. The blizzard was unrelenting as the snow kept falling and blowing outside, bringing the big city to a standstill.

 

It took nearly an hour for the two men to safely reach Fraser’s apartment from the Consulate. The city streets were treacherous and slick with snow the plow trucks couldn’t manage to clear. It was nothing less than a war zone during rush hour, but Ray was skilled enough to drive through the snowy mess without incident.

 

Fraser’s heart swelled with admiration for Ray’s expertise in such dire conditions. He had to admit Ray was an excellent driver, although unconventional in some of his ways, and Fraser felt guilty for being critical of Ray’s driving in the past. He had belatedly recognized that Ray’s approach to driving was no less different from his own approach in apprehending criminals: Each man had a method to his madness and somehow it had always worked out for the best, especially when he and Ray combined their efforts. Yet, the Chicago cop had to endure his nit picking for years during routine trips to and from work and the dry-cleaners and during hot pursuits of fleeing criminals.

 

Fraser felt determined to make it up to Ray any way he could how, but he wasn’t ready to do it with words. To actually tell Ray he was a wonderful driver after so many years of roadside nagging would only set Ray off and the two of them may be trapped together in the small apartment for days due to the storm. The Mountie wasn’t sure he could handle Ray’s ranting for that long, so he thought it wise to choose other indirect avenues of praise.

 

Fraser walked over to his faulty heater and tapped on the radiator. It was pumping out enough heat to fry bacon.

 

“Oh dear. I believe my heater is malfunctioning again.”

 

“Again?”

 

“Last week it wasn’t giving off any heat, so I asked Dennis to repair it. I think he became overzealous with my request.”

 

“Well, make it stop, Benny! I can’t breathe in this furnace.” Ray shook off his coat and scarf for emphasis.

 

“Understood.”

 

Fraser tinkered with the old radiator, trying to adjust the heat when the knob broke off in his hand. The Mountie had no choice but to open the window to allow some cold air to rush into the room.

 

Ray sighed as he stared out the window, watching the snow blow in all kinds of crazy directions from the howling wind. “The roads are really bad, Benny. I guess I’m definitely stuck here.”

 

“Probably for days, Ray, with no foreseeable escape for you anytime soon,” Fraser added smoothly.

 

Ray looked up at him with little surprise. “You would like that, wouldn’t you, Benny?”

 

“Yes, very much so.”

 

“I knew that goofy grin was meant for something devious.”

 

“Am I that obvious, Ray?”

 

“Besides the boner you’re sporting in your pants, I would say yes, Benny, you’re that obvious.”

 

Fraser blushed with embarrassment. “I really need to work on my poker face.”

 

Ray took pity on him and wrapped his arms around Fraser’s waist.

 

“Since all this snow is making you feel heroic and Mountie-like, maybe you’d like to be on top tonight?”

 

“You know me too well, Ray.”

 

“Now that’s a scary thought--"

 

Before Ray could finish he was already flat on his back, Benny overwhelming him and stripping them both down on the mattress. The next moments involved kissing, laughing, nibbling, and squirming followed by Fraser fully entering Ray’s body with a smooth tenderness.

 

Ray panted and gasped as Fraser surged inside him, taking him for a hard, long, and undulating ride. Fraser pushed deeply and firmly inside him, making the Italian detective feel loved, wanton and vulnerable all at the same time. Ray threw his head back and he closed his eyes, concentrating on Benny’s every move, how Benny would slow, shift, sway and speed ahead, bringing Ray near the edge only to pull him back again. The Mountie was very calculating this way and Ray loved every minute of it.

 

Ray turned his head to the side and noticed a lone snowflake escape under the crack of the open window. It drifted silently into the room, fluttering lazily in the air. Ray watched as the snowflake floated and danced above them until it landed on Benny’s back, melting upon contact with Benny’s pale skin. Ray was so fascinated, so absorbed by what he had witnessed that he imagined he could hear the sizzle the snowflake made as it burned into Benny’s flesh.

 

It was perfect.

 

Ray felt his soul dissolve and rise up, and he came with ferocity, crying out as Benny finally claimed him for his own. His lover soon followed him, yelling his passion from high above. Both men sank back into the mattress, exhausted and depleted.

 

“I can’t believe it, Benny. That was amazing! You’re amazing!”

 

“I simply wanted to make it up to you, Ray, for all those times in the Riv--” Fraser barely caught himself before he let his secret slip out, no doubt from a lapse in judgement due to post-coital bliss.

 

“Hmm? Make up for what?” asked Ray.

 

Er… for all that you do for me and for your patience.”

 

Ray looked at him confused. “What do you mean?”

 

“I mean all the things you do for me. I’m very grateful to you, Ray.”

 

“You’re grateful to me?”

 

Er… Yes, Ray.”

 

“Exactly what things are you grateful for?” asked Ray with sudden interest.

 

“Oh, this and that.” 

 

“What’s this and that, Benny?”

 

“Oh, nothing in particular.”

 

Fraser shifted uncomfortably in bed, caught off guard from the direct line of questioning he was receiving from his lover since Ray usually had the mental acuity of a turnip after a passionate bout of sex. Eventually these questions will lead to the truth because Fraser knew he could never lie to his lover. However, Fraser wasn’t ready to let Ray know what he truly thought of his lover’s driving skills.

 

Fraser started to stroke Ray’s ass to distract him, but Ray remained unfazed.

 

“How can you be grateful for nothing in particular?” Ray demanded.

 

“It’s possible, Ray. Especially when you have too many things to be grateful for.”

 

“That doesn’t make sense, Fraser-- umph!”

 

Fraser kissed Ray hard to shut him up.

 

Why must Ray make everything so difficult?

 

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Ray awakened just before dawn, searching for Fraser’s body by his side and finding himself in an empty bed. He turned over to see a wistful, naked Fraser standing by the window silently watching the snowfall. Ray liked seeing his lover this way, all romantic and soft. Ray called out to him.

 

“Hey, Benny.”

 

“It’s still snowing, Ray. It’s quite magnificent,” Fraser said dreamily.

 

“Yeah? I bet the roads are a magnificent mess,” Ray yawned, stretching his sleepy muscles. “How’s the Riv doing?”

 

Fraser glanced down to the street below. To his astonishment, he found that the Riv was missing.

 

Fraser quickly realized that Ray had parked the Riv in a snow emergency route and his car must have been towed away sometime during the night. Ray will have to face a hefty parking fine, a towing and storage fee for the Riv and endless taunting and teasing at the precinct. Then there will be plenty of difficult questions to answer concerning Ray’s overnight stay with Fraser from co-workers, friends and family.

 

Ray will have to face all this and more for bringing Benny home safely in the snowstorm.

 

“Er, Ray…”

 

Fraser looked over at Ray who was now lying in bed, his body dreamy and languid, his face smiling and relaxed from a long night of lovemaking. Ray seemed so happy and content, his soul untroubled by the worries and misfortunes of this harsh world.

 

No good deed ever goes unpunished and Fraser’s guilt was unbearable.

 

“Have I ever told you what an excellent driver you are, Ray?”

 

 

-The End-              

 

 

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