Red swirl,
			growing large and dark
			Surrounding me, 
			taking over the watery space
			I'm tired,
			finally an eternal sleep
			Floating away,
			free of hideous human bonds
			Crashing down,
			something's gone treacherously wrong
			Seeing white,
			bright hurts attacking my eyes
			Not again,
			i weep not for inside pain
			My tears,
			not for any physical hurt
			I missed,
			the exit of life passed me by