Reason Enough
While walking home in the dark late last night,
Stopped at a corner store a block away,
It would just take a minute I had thought,
I would not be there long just in and out.
It happened so fast.
A flash of lightning.
A thunderous pop.
Again and again.
Two people down and I was next in line,
The pain ripped through me making my eyes blur,
Brought me to my knees, feeling nothing else
Then a cold hard unfeeling cement floor.
Seeing only red.
Feeling only pain.
Cold seeping in me.
Darkness invading.
In the fog I hear a siren blaring,
The touch of professional hands working,
A mask over my face, tubs in my arm,
Sound of erratic beeping of machines.
I wanted to sleep.
To stay in the dark.
I am beyond pain.
Never want to wake.
In my sleep I hear the doctors tell her,
�The next twenty four hours are crucial,
She must wake up soon or she will not at all,
The prognosis does not look good sorry.�
Besides me she sits.
I feel her presence.
It is familiar .
I�m still in the dark.
Her breathing turns into a ragged sob,
Takes my still hand in her trembling one,
She kisses my hand and tears fall on me,
Laying her head next to mine she whispers.
�Don�t you dare leave me.
Do you honestly
Believe I can live
Without you with me?
Don�t leave me, don�t leave� she softly whispered,
Kissed me with her unique gentle passion,
And cried holding my hand desperately,
As if letting go I would also go.
I held to that kiss.
Used the sensation.
I pulled from darkness.
Escaped it�s strong hold.
Opening my eyes I see what I hear,
She does not notice yet, so I watch her,
Her eyes finally track to mine, I smile,
Wipe her tears away still watching her.
�I will not leave you.�
It was worth her smile.
If given the chance,
I�d do it again.
To hold her in my arms is worth the pain,
Together we�ll have to work through a lost,
It�ll be emotional and physical,
But we can and we will conquer it all.
That�s what friends do.
That�s what lovers do.
We are both of those.
And we will pull through.