Disclaimers see pt. 1
Sean's POV
"Hey." I say in return. Shawn's hiding out against O'Haire's shoulder and I can see his ears as they turn bright red. It's very cute. O'Haire starts frowning when he realizes that it's just Hunter and I.
"What's up?"
"We wanted to talk to Shawn." I say softly and then I shake my head. "I wanted to talk to Shawn. I owe him an apology."
His head snaps up so fast that it's a wonder he didn't give himself whiplash as he stares at me. "You what?"
"I owe you an apology Shawn."
"For what?"
He can't seriously think that I was right. I look at his face and realize that he does think I was right. No matter how much love Kevin and Scott and even Sean give him he will always believe what I've wanted him to believe. "For everything. I've been so jealous of you Shawn that I never realized how much I was hurting you."
"You, jealous of me? But why?"
"Because you're sweet and sexy and� You have the one thing I can never have no matter how hard I try."
"What are you talking about?"
"Kevin. You will always be at the very least number two in his heart whereas I'll never rank that high. You'll always be the only person other than Scott that Kevin loves unconditionally. I can't have that. And I'm jealous of that. I always have been. I don't know why I've been such a jackass though. You've never deserved any of the shit I've said or done to you."
"But Sean I�"
"No. You didn't deserve me being such a jerk. And I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you."
Hunter's POV
I watch silently as Shawn climbs off the bed and out of O'Haire's arms and hugs Sean. "You're my baby brother Sean. Of course I forgive you. I was never mad at you."
He turns to me and pulls me into the hug as well. I fight back tears as he holds onto both of us mainly because I know that he and Sean are crying right now. We stand like that for a while until the door opens up admitting Kevin and Scott.
I wish those two could have seen how content Shawn looked in O'Haire's arms. It looked right somehow. He looked right wrapped up in Sean's arms.
Kevin looks at us and smiles softly. "Glad you guys worked things out."
Shawn pulls back and smiles at the older man. "Thanks Kevin. For everything." He hugs him next and holds on.
Scott notices the man on Shawn's bed before Kevin does and raises an eyebrow. "So did you two work things out?"
"Yeah. Definitely." O'Haire says watching Shawn and Kevin hugging each other. Shawn pulls away and gives Scott a hug before climbing back onto his bed and snuggling into O'Haire's arms. A few minutes later and Shawn's out like a light. I smile and watch as Kevin raises an eyebrow at his boy who just grins at him.
Shawn's POV
I grin at Sean as the doctor announces me well enough to go home. I guess that means I passed the psyche evaluation. Sean leans over kissing me right in front of the doctor. I blush like crazy but I love feeling him kiss me. I love him so much. He's told me time and time again he doesn't care who knows that we're together he's not going to hide his feelings for me. I can't even begin to describe how happy that makes me.
As soon as I finish signing papers I find myself in a wheel chair being led outside. It's only been a few days but it feels like forever since I've seen the sun. I take a deep breath as I stand up and Sean wraps his arms around me helping me into the car. Sean and Hunter went back to work but my Sean called them up and told them that he was going to stay with me until I was well enough to come on the road with him.
I'm pretty sure Vince had a heart attack but in the end, probably thanks to Sean and Hunter he agreed. So now I get to have Kevin and Scott and O'Haire with me at home, which I couldn't be happier about.
We finally pull up into the driveway of my house and I have to say I'm shocked to see Kevin and Scott standing there holding huge bunches of flowers. Not that I particularly care for flowers but I understand what they mean. I hop out of my car and run to them hugging them both tightly. They hug me back as Sean rounds the car and joins us.
As soon as we're inside Kevin mentions food and we head into the dining room where an elaborate dinner has been laid out. I'm so astonished that I don't know what to say to them as I feel strong arms wrap around my waist. I just turn in O'Haire's arms and kiss him softly.
After dinner, I'm yawning like crazy, which the doctor said would probably happen. He said I need to rest so Sean helps me up the stairs and into my bedroom. I snuggle under the covers as he closes the drapes. He starts to leave until I call out to him. "Wait. Stay with me Sean."
"With pleasure." I watch entranced by his body as he undresses down to his thong. I'm telling you right now any man that built should not be allowed by law to wear a thong. I feel my body respond to the sight and wonder if he'd be up for tiring me out some more.
He walks to the door and calls out to Kevin and Scott that he's going to take a nap with me before he returns to my bed. I can't help but watch the way his stomach muscles ripple as he climbs under the covers. I slide closer to him once he's in the bed and rub my leg against his silk covered cock. "Sean?"
He moans and turns his head slightly to look at me. "Yeah lover?"
"Will you make love to me?"
He takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly. "Shawn are you sure you're ready for that?"
"I want you Sean. Please?"
He nods his head and tosses the covers to the bottom of the bed. I can't stop the blush that rises in my cheeks as he studies my body intensely. Just knowing that he's looking at me with such love and lust makes me ever harder than I already was and he hums in appreciation. He glances up meeting my eyes before reaching out and tugging my boxer briefs down. He takes in my body once more before climbing off the bed. "Tell me you've got something I can use for lube in here."
"I� There might be some baby oil in the medicine cabinet." I say watching his cock as it sways heavily in the constricting material of his thong.
He nods his head and turns on his heel heading into the bathroom. His butt is as firm as I was expecting it to be as he walks into the bathroom. "Condoms?"
I can't and don't try to hide the hurt in my voice as I respond to that question. "The closet in the corner."
"You don't want me to use a condom?" He asks ducking back into the bedroom carrying the bottle of baby oil. I shrug not trusting my voice at the moment. "Shawn, I won't use a condom if you don't want me to but the fact is I thought you would want me to simply because I've been with so many guys."
I look up knowing the look in my eyes is one of shock. "I thought you�" I trail off as he smiles at me. He reaches back and turns off the bathroom light before climbing back into bed with me.
"You thought I wanted to use one because of what Sean used to say about you?" I nod my head slowly. He laughs softly and covers my mouth with his own. Every time he kisses me I feel like someone has just lit a match inside of me.
He slicks some of the oil over his hands warming it up before rubbing the tip of his finger over my hole furiously. I moan and try to push back on his hand to no avail. He just pulls his fingers away. "Let me take this at my pace baby."
I nod not knowing what else to do. I'm sure that if I don't agree he'll stop altogether and I don't think I could handle that. He leans over kissing me softly and returning to his previous endeavour. His finger slides into the first knuckle and I wince slightly. "Shit. Are you okay Shawn?"
"Yeah." I say trying to remember how to breathe through the pain.
"Don't lie."
"Hurts a little. I haven't� not since the last time I was with Kev."
He pulls back a little and frowns down at me. "When was that?"
"Before he went to WCW."
"Shit." He takes several deep breaths and leans down kissing me softly. "Okay. I guess I just have to take this a little slower."O'Haire's POV
Dammit. Why the hell did he have to tell me he hasn't been with anyone for five years? If only he had said it's been a few weeks then I'd be fine with this. But five years? Dammit. I don't know if I can be that patient.
It takes a few minutes before it occurs to me that my finger is still buried inside of him. I try moving it out and he whimpers. He's too tense right now for me to pull my finger out and I don�t dare try to go deeper. It would appear we're at an impasse so I lean over and kiss him softly. "What do you want me to do?"
"Don't stop. Please. Don�t stop." He's begging me and I can't refuse him right now. I nod my head slowly before leaning down and kissing his neck. Hell I may as well play a little while I wait for him to relax a bit.
I kiss lower sucking gently on his collarbone making him mewl like a kitten. He reaches up tangling his fingers in my hair. I smile against his chest as I kiss and lick my way down to his nipples. I close my mouth around one pert little bud and begin sucking gently. Just when he's gotten used to that sensation I bite down lightly then lap at him making him gasp. He's more responsive than I could ever want him to be.
His hand tightens in my hair and he pulls me up to meet his mouth in a fiercely passionate kiss. Damn. His mouth is so soft and willing under mine it's hard to think like this. I test his reaction to me moving my finger by pushing it in as far as it will go. He gasps against my mouth in shock but when I pull back he frowns. "What?"
"Does that hurt lover?"
"No. Feels good." He says sounding shocked.
"Hasn't it felt good before?"
"When I was with Kev sorta but�" He trails off apparently not wanting to keep making references to his past lovers.
I laugh softly and move back down to his chest. "I see. Baby, has anyone ever sucked you off and swallowed every last drop?"
He shakes his head looking somewhat appalled by the notion. "Would you really be willing to do that?"
"Absolutely. Unless you don�t want me to." I say suckling softly on the skin right below his navel. He shakes his head and moans softly when I lap at the slit on the tip of his cock. His taste is making me think I'm in heaven. He's addictive.
Makes me wonder why in the hell Sean, Hunter, Kevin or this Marty guy let him go. I'll have to ask him about that sometime. The thoughts of his previous lover's are torn from my head as he whimpers.
I grin at his response and take the head into my mouth. He snaps his hips upwards and the only thing stopping him from gagging me is my arm across his waist. I inch my mouth down his cock encouraged by his moans. I take my time bobbing slowly ignoring his pleas for me to speed up.
I reach up with my free hand to play with what little of his cock I can't get into my mouth as well as his balls. He's literally begging me to finish him off but quite frankly I'm enjoying his taste too much to end this now.
I groan as I feel his fingers in my hair again. It's all I can do not to make him cum right now. But I want to make this last. Besides as long as I've got his cock in my mouth he won't notice that I've already added a second finger. I've only got it buried up to the first knuckle but he still hasn't so much as tensed in the slightest.
After I've slid a third finger into him I can't wait any longer to taste his release so I swallow a few times taking his dick completely into my throat before squeezing his balls. He arches his hips as much as he can and I feel his entire body tense as his seed floods my mouth. I swallow what I can and store the rest in my cheek as he keeps spurting.
Once his orgasm has faded into soft shudder's I pull my mouth off him and swallow what's left in my mouth. He's watching me carefully and when my mouth is empty I lean over kissing him. He pulls away at first but the more I keep after him the more he's willing to kiss me back.
"Is that what it�" He trails off and I smile at him.
"That's what you taste like lover. Everyone tastes different." I lean over kissing him again waiting until he's grinning at me before pushing my fingers against his prostate. He gasps and I feel a shudder run through him.
"What the?"
"That's what makes you feel good baby. Jesus." Now I'm pissed at every lover he's ever had. All four of them. "Didn't any of them take you through all of this? Didn't they show you how good it should be?"
He shrugs but I already know the answer. "Not even Kevin?" I can't help but ask. I really thought that of all of them Kevin would have been the one to show him the most pleasure. He shakes his head and suddenly I'm struck with the urge to kill my "coach".
I slowly pull my fingers from him frowning when he tries to stop me. "Baby what's wrong?"
"Don't. It feels good."
I couldn't stop the smile that spreads across my face if I wanted to. "Won't my cock feel better though?"
He just sort of absently shrugs sending another rush of anger through me. "Let me show you what having someone make love to you should feel like."
He nods his head still frowning at the loss of my fingers. I reach down tugging my thong off. I don't know what possessed me to put a thong on but he liked the view so I guess it was worth it. I look up at his gasp. "You won't fit."
"Kevin fit didn't he?" He nods his head a lovely light pink colour shading his cheeks. "Baby I'm sorry. It's just� Kevin is huge. He's way bigger than me." His cheeks go even pinker and he looks away.
I bite my lip before reaching down and caressing his face. "Shawn? I'm sorry. I shouldn't keep bringing them up. Forgive me."
"You're� He's not�" He's chewing on his lip in a way that makes me want to just lean down and take over for him. "What I'm trying to say is yeah Kev's big but� I've seen him when he's got a hard on for me and yours is bigger than his."
It's my turn to blush. So either Kevin never got very hard around Shawn or he's just trying to flatter me. Either way it's okay. I can deal with him saying I've got a bigger cock than Kevin. It's flattering to me. I gasp as his hand closes around my dick. "Oh fuck."
"Did I do it wrong?" He asks sounding scared.
"No baby. Just startled me." I gasp out as his hand closes around me again. "You gonna get me ready?"
He nods his head but shrugs at the same time. I can understand him being nervous. Fuck I'm as nervous as I would be if he were a virgin. In a way he might as well be. I know damn well that he's never had anyone love him the way I'm planning on doing.
I reach out grabbing the oil and drizzling it over his hand, which is still clasped around my cock. He makes a sound that reminds me of a giggle when the cold liquid touches his hand. I smile at the noise and thrust myself lightly into his hand. He's back to chewing on his lip and I can't help what I do next.
I lean over and take his lip into my own mouth chewing on it softly making him whimper. I reach between us as his hand gets more insistent on my cock. I pull away slowly. "I've got a better plan for when I cum. I want to have my cock buried in your ass when that happens. If you'll let me that is?"
He nods his head and drops his hand to his side. I smile as he spreads his legs in invitation. I scoot up so that the tip of my dick is pressed against his puckered entrance. He gasps slightly as I rub my dick against his hole. "Do you want me Shawn? Do you want me to bury myself in you?"
"Absolutely." He says gasping softly.
I smile back and push against him gasping myself as the tip of my cock is buried in Shawn. I take my time inching my way inside of him even though it's taking every ounce of self control not to just slam into him.
Finally after several minutes I'm buried in him completely. He's tight and warm and it's all I can do not to just thrust ridiculously hard into him. He reaches up pulling me down for a kiss. I moan into his mouth as he thrusts his hips against mine.
I pull back from the kiss and begin thrusting slowly against him. He moans and I reach down stroking him softly. "Open your eyes baby." I stop moving completely.
"What?" He says his eyes flying open.
"I want you to watch me." He smiles and I wink at him before thrusting again. We're moving slowly together. I jump when I feel his hand on mine. I look down to see him stroking himself while I am still doing the same.
"I want to feel you Sean."
The words alone are enough to make my balls tighten considerably. The pleading tone in his voice is enough to make me almost lose control. I lock eyes with him and thrust one last time before emptying myself into him. He groans and spills his own seed over our joined hands and over his stomach.
I lean down kissing him softly. "How'd you like that baby?"
"Oh my god. Is that what it's supposed to be like?" I nod my head and his body shudders against mine. I grin and pull my hand to my mouth. I lick my hand clean as he watches and then I proceed to pull his hand up to my mouth and lick it clean as well.
I can't help the smile on my face as he hardens below me. I pull out slowly. He tries to stop me and I lean over kissing him softly. "I have to baby. We'll get stuck together."
He's frowning at me but I lean over smiling at him before I begin licking at his stomach. He shudders again. I like having him react to me this way.
A few minutes later I'm all done and his stomach is clean. He's too silent though as far as I'm concerned and I look up to see him sound asleep. I smile and climb off the bed ducking into the bathroom and soaking a washcloth. I clean myself off and walk back into the room cleaning him off.
I throw the washcloth back into the bathroom and climb into bed with him. I know it's only five in the evening but I don�t care as I pull him against him. I think I could get used to having him snuggled against me. I drift off into a light sleep holding him tightly.
Kevin's POV
I'm happy for them. All of them for working out their differences. I can't get over O'Haire's smug grin every time Shawn falls asleep in his arms. Not that I begrudge him having Shawn any. It's just� I guess I wasn't expecting Shawn to start relying on Sean so quickly. I guess I'm a little jealous.
I feel arms wrap around my waist and I turn to smile down at Scott. He's grinning at me as he pulls me into what has become our room in Shawn's house. It's been a few weeks and Shawn's doing really well. We've all been staying with him. Not to make sure he doesn't try anything but just out of us all wanting to be here with him.
I grin at Scott as he pulls me onto the bed. He's half undressed as we start kissing. My hands are everywhere. I love the feel of his skin underneath my fingers. Before I know what's happening he's naked and so am I. Not quite sure how he managed that without my knowing about it.
I grin though as he flips me onto my back and holds my hands over my head. "Want to feel you in me Kev."
"I want that too lover." I say my voice huskier than normal. "Prepare yourself for me. I want to see you fingering yourself." I have to admit I'm more than a little shocked when he does what I tell him too.
I watch transfixed as he coats his own fingers with massage oil. I don�t know where he got it from but I don't care especially when he slides two fingers inside himself at once. I groan as loudly as he does as he continues fingering himself.
Before long he pulls his hand away and grins at me before straddling my hips. "So that's the way you want it huh baby?"
"Fast and hard Kev. We've done the slow and gentle. Now I want it fast and hard."
I grin as I remember him coming apart under my hands as I seduced him into a mind-blowing orgasm. "Wanna see how fast you come apart this way." He nods his head at me and sinks onto my cock. Fuck. I wasn't expecting that and I sure as hell wasn't expecting him to begin riding me as hard and fast as he starts out.
He's got me moaning and groaning within seconds as he slows down a little. "Don't want you coming apart too soon baby."
He groans as he angles his next thrust so that I hit his prostate. "Fuck baby."
After he tortures me for several more minutes I let out a groan and flip him onto his back somehow managing to stay buried inside of him. Once I have him underneath me I thrust into him forcefully, pounding as hard as I can without hurting him. He groans and whimpers as my hand closes around his erection. Seconds later his cum is shooting over my hand and across my stomach.
I follow him a few seconds later filling him up with a shout. As the shudders subside I sink onto my lover's chest and smile against him. "I love you Scotty."
"I love you too Kevin. I love you too."
THE END