Chapter 9 : Pixieland
Dedication: the usual suspects
Disclaimer: not mine, never will be.
Distribution: my siste, Myst, Darkflame, anyone else please ask
More freaky wierd monolouges that come straight from lirpa's twisted psyche. Be afraid, be very afraid. ;) Just kidding. Enjoy, and, as always, I love feedback.
Mystic Circle (9/12)
Chapter 9 : Pixieland
by lirpa
Me? I'm the rookie, barely twenty. Know elves and faeries. I'm a pixie, which is kinds like an elf/faery dross, only with wings and without ears. And we've got the whole do not hurt anyone idea going on.
Pixie's are still common everywhere though. We live our lives out among humans, living in houses, holding down jobs, doing it all like a human would do. That's our camoflauge, we hide among the humans all our lives, which are maybe twice the span of a normal human life. Elves and faeries live forever and we get gyped with this twice as long as human thing.
Be that as it may I've become part of what I've nicknamed the monster coalition here in the back. It's a comforting thought though, that there's people who aren't human surronding me all the time. This way I can be not human all the time and no one xares that my disguise is slipping, that I might not appear 100% completelyu human anymore. It's a very emotionally freiing experience. I love being me, especialliy the flying. Flying is the best thing in the whiole world. I can say that with absolute certainty. When you've soared with the birds being on the ground chafes, you always want to be in the sky.
I've talked to Jeff, who thinks while flying is great he could do without it. He probably hasn't spent his whole lifeint he air though. After all, his wings are more for show than anything else. Some people believe faery wings could hypnotize a person if they stared long enough. After seeing Jeff's wings I tend to agree with them. That's just me though.
Well, I joined the WWE as a wrestler, no one came and searched me out. I didn't get a phone call or anything like that. in fact, most people resent having a pixie around. They don't like me because of whatm and who, I am. I don't understand it, that's just the way it is. I've gotten used to it and I ignore any animosity now.
Most people I meet tell me I'm a very happy person. That's a great compliment because I don't really fit in anywhere, not even in the monster coalition, because I'm so new. But I can still be happy with my life, and what I'm doing with my life.
Most people enter this company tvia an invitation from him, He decides who joins the companym who gets the pushes, all of it. Because of this I'm lucky to be on television. If I wasn't well liked, mainly by his lover, then I probably wouldn't be. But lucky for me I am. Jeff and Matt are great friends, mainly because we share a common ancestory, so to speak. All being different kinds of woodland sprite creatures. adam too, but to a lesser extent because of his aloof nature. But still, we have fun, some of the time.
Latelt though, they've all been too busy, all of my friends have had more important Things to do than be my friend. It probably doesn't even seem that way to them, they'd tell you we're still tight, but I haven't seen them in weeks.
Pixies like to be around people, monsters, other pixies, just around living, breating, talking bodies. And tehre's been no one around lately, to talk to, except Raven, and sometimes not even him. He has a strange outlook on life. His presence is soothing however. Just being in his presence calms me down.
Jeff would freak out if I told him that I was dating Raven, but I really don't care anymore. Had he and my other friends been there for me I wouldn't have been wandering around empty arenas looking for someone to talk to. And just because his precious vampire doesn't like my Raven it's not my fault. I'll do what I want to do, with or without Jeff's support and understanding; or anyon'e support if I have to.
I'm going to have my own life, and I'm going to live it abd if my friends care enough to, well, care they can find me and ask. Although they may not get an answer. After all, they haven't treated me that great.
I'm turning over a new leaf, page, you get the picture. I'm going to do things I normally wouldn't do because I have the choice now, I'll have the choice for the rest of my life.
*Flashback*
"You have a choice, you know?"
"What do you mean, Raven?"
"You can acheive whatever you want, without them if you want."
"But I don't want to."
"I know that."
"Then why...?"
"One day you will, one day when they start talkign about you in front of you, when he turns them from you."
"He doesn't liek you, he's been convincing Adam to turn against you. He's started on Jeff, because he holds so much power over the faery. The elf will never change his mind but them vampire doesn't knwo that and will try too convince him."
"You have seen this?"
"No."
"Then how?"
"Squirrels can still hear things."
"Oh."
*End Flashback*
I've never foud out if Jeff will turn against me. By Raven's silence i'm guessing the jnews is not good. But that's okay because Matt will always be with me. Raven has assured me that Matt will not betray me. That gives me at least some hope that I have not been forsaken. Oh, to find me again, look for the person who's happy on the outside and dying on the inside and if that doesn't lead you to me ask for Shannon Moore.
