Just For

I want to take his eyes out
Just for looking at you
Yes I do
I want to take his hands off
Just for touching you
Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do

And I want to make him regret
Life since the day he met you
Yes I do
And I want to make him take back
All that he took from you
Yes I do

And I want to rip his heart out
Just for hurting you
And I want to break his mind down
Yes I do, yes I do, and yes I do

Yes I do�

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I want to kill him.

I see how he�s wearing you down - everyone sees it. Everyone knows how badly he�s hurting you with all of his bullshit, all of the games he�s playing. He�s killing who you are; bit by bit you�re slipping further and further away from us.

But you don�t think so, do you?

Why do you stay with him? Why Lita, when all he causes you is pain? Why can�t you just see him for the person he really is? Why can�t you see that he�s a lying, manipulating son of a bitch? I can see who he is. I�ve always known what he�s really like, I�ve seen the evil that lives inside him. And you know what, Lita? I think that somewhere deep down inside you know it too.

So why?

Why do you let him do this to you? Do you know how badly I want to tear his heart out when I see him parading his cheap whores in front of you? Can you even fathom how hard it is for me to keep myself from breaking his arms when I see him hitting you? When I see him touching you like you're some kind of object for him to play with and humiliate?

You have no idea what it�s like for me.

I adore you, Lita. You can�t even guess how much I worship the ground you walk on, and why? Because he won�t let you see anything beyond the twisted little world he�s got you trapped in. Are you even hearing what I�m saying? I fucking LOVE you�
Why can�t you believe me? How can you refute what is in front of your very own eyes, how can you ignore something so utterly fucking obvious? For God sakes, how can you just stand there and tell me that you don�t know that something is wrong? What has he been doing to you that has you acting this way?

I can see the bruises, Lita. You can�t hide everything.

Tell me something - how often does he beat you? Once in a while? Once every few days? What would you say if I told you I knew how he locks you in his bedroom every night? That I knew how he beats the shit out of you for every little thing he thinks you do wrong? I know all about it, Lita.

I know everything�

You have to leave him, you know you won�t make it much longer if you don�t. He�ll kill you, Lita - I know he will. Get out of there before it�s too late. Please Lita, do it for yourself.

Do it for me.

Christ, baby don�t cry. Please don�t cry Lita. I know how hard this is for you, I know how this is tearing you up inside to hear this. Please�let me hold you.

You feel so good in my arms�

God, how I love holding you�you�re so soft and warm. So beautiful. I know he never tells you things like that�but you are, Lita. You�re the most beautiful woman I�ve ever seen. That�s it honey, just hold onto me. You don�t have to be scared anymore�I�m here now and I�m never leaving you again.

I can�t lose you Lita, I won�t lose you. Leave him forever and come away with me, we can make a new life together - just the two of us. Think of how happy we would be together, we�d be so in love. I�d never hurt you, I�d never make you cry. You see Lita, I�m nothing like Matt - I know it�s hard for you to believe but it�s true. And even though we�ve got the same blood running through our veins, I�m not him. I could never be him. Just for hurting you Lita�I want to kill him.

My own brother�

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