Author: Katie
E-mail: [email protected]
Disclaimer: I don't own 'em & I'm not claiming that this happened, only in my mind. Lyrics belong to Steve Holy *G*
Distribution: Only at Castles in the Sky http://members.tripod.com/katemarie_1
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Chris Benoits thoughts on a not so shared moment.
At the end of the night... captured in the moonlight...
You gave what you insist was Just A Kiss,
But my Lips said otherwise,
And to my Heart's surprise...
That moment of total bliss was more than...
Just A Kiss!
I don't know what to think anymore. I mean it was supposed to be just a kiss. Chris wanted to see if I tasted as good as Hardy has been saying I do. I mean for fucks sake, I have one night with the blue haired freak and all of a sudden he's an expert on me.
Jericho approached me and asked me if he could see how good I taste. We were standing outside the arena. I'm not even back wrestling, just visiting and he asks me if he can kiss me? I was thrown for a loop but I've wanted Chris ever since we wrestled in WCW together. Well, not together but you know what I mean.
I was so shocked that I couldn't stop myself from saying yes. His lips are so damn soft and he felt so good brushing against me.
Because, Just A Kiss can't make my Heart ache...
Just A Kiss can't make me fall...
Just A Kiss can't make my whole world shake,
But Your Kiss did it All.
I don't pretend to know love's mysteries,
But Baby, I know this...
There's no way in hell I should be this shaken over a kiss. Because that's all it was right? It was just a kiss.
When you touched Your Lips to Mine
it was more than...
Just A Kiss!
Okay and now I'm flat out lying to myself. I know it was more than just a kiss even if he doesn't. I totally and completely fell head over heels in love with Chris Jericho. So what do I do now?
I felt my feet leave the ground...
I heard my walls come down...
There was no chance to resist...
It was more than...
Just A Kiss!
I've tried talking to him but he ignores me in favor of making out with Lance. Not that I blame him exactly. Lance may not be conventionally good looking but there is just something about him. He's so fucking sincere. I can't even be jealous when I see him and Jericho kissing.
Because, Just A Kiss can't make my Heart ache...
Just A Kiss can't make me fall...
Just A Kiss can't make my whole world shake,
But Your Kiss did it All.
I don't pretend to know love's mysteries,
But Baby, I know this...
When our lips met that night I knew my life was changed forever. I just wish I could get him out of my mind. I mean it's quite obvious that Jericho loves Lance. And that breaks my heart in more ways than one. But at the same time I'm not jealous of their love. I'm just jealous that I'm not part of Chris's life.
When You touched Your Lips to Mine
It was more than...
Just A Kiss!
It was so much more than just a kiss. I'm in love, unrequited or not it doesn't change the facts.
It was a flood... It was a fire...
It was a walk on a wire...
It was that moment in time
I'll never chase from my mind.
It was more than...
Just A Kiss!
I've tried everything to get over him. I think I've taken over Jeff's role as locker room slut just to get Jericho and his lips out of my mind. I've slept with every guy who I can get to come to my room just to forget him.
Just A Kiss can't make my Heart ache...
Just A Kiss can't make me fall...
Just A Kiss can't make my whole world shake,
But Your Kiss did it All.
I don't pretend to know love's mysteries,
But Baby, I know this...
He's upended my entire world and he doesn't even know it much less care. I hate feeling this way. It was supposed to be just a kiss. So why is it so much more? Why do I want Jericho so damn much? I need to get over him. I really do need to get over him. I don�t think I ever will though. Just a kiss? Yeah right. Not in this lifetime.
When you touched Your Lips to Mine
It was more than...
Just A Kiss!
THE END