When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
I couldn't believe it when I saw you that first night you came looking for me. I was almost afraid to look at you, scared that if I looked you in the eye, I'd see that my previous impressions of you had been right, that I wasn't even a blip on your radar. Fortunately, you proved me wrong, with a delighted smile that I prayed I would see directed at me more often.
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You've got an ethereal quality, there's something about you that's positively otherworldly. You're an angel without wings, who's been sent from heaven to watch over and love me. It's when I'm wrapped in your arms, close to you, that I fully understand how amazing and special you are and how unworthy I am of your love.
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
You're a contradiction. You're angelic but down to earth. You need to be looked after, but can more than look after yourself. You're the only thing that is beautiful in this ugly world and at the same time, your beauty is enhanced by the beautiful world we live in.
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
You're so goddamned special. I wish I could find the words to express just how damned special you are to me. It surprises me that you even bother to give me a second glance let alone love with me with the passion and intensity you do. I'm just me, undeserving of you and certainly nobody special.
But I'm a creep; I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I'm not special, but I'm certainly not normal. I'm that weird guy who stays in the back and tries not to stand out. Everyone knows who I am but that's all because of you. Without you I'd be a complete nobody, a nothing. I wouldn't even be here. You make me feel like I belong in a world that doesn't have a place for me.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
You always seem to be in complete control, no matter what. I envy that, and that's why I go so hard in the ring, despite your constant requests that I ease up. It's the one area of my life I have even a remote chance of controlling. I'll put everything on the line, just for those few moments when I'm in control.
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I'm not the best guy to have around. I don't have the chiseled body of Triple H. I don't have the pretty boy looks of Edge. I don't have RVD's boyish charm. I'm just me, nothing special. But you are the most incredible woman, not just in this business, but ever. The best thing about me is you, and I wish I could be a better person for you.
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
I want you to be as aware of me as I am of you. I want you to be able to sense when I'm near and know when I'm not there. Whenever we're in the same room, I seem to know exactly what you're doing, who you're talking to, how you're feeling. It's pathetic, I know, but that's just the way I am.
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
If you've been sent here to take care of me, then I'm here to make you happy. That's all I need to make me happy, the knowledge that you're happy. Anything you want me to do, all you have to say it. That may sound weird to so many others, but then I'm nothing if not weird.
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
Our relationship still amazes me. I don't know why you chose me out of so many other men you could've chosen to bless with your love. I don't belong here in your arms and certainly not in your heart. You're so fucking special that it takes my breath away and I'm just a creep.