Conversations �Honey, I�m home.� A laugh. �I�m in the kitchen!� �Smells good. What�s for dinner?� �Mmm�kiss me like that again, and we�re going straight to dessert.� A laugh. �Sounds like a plan. C�mere�� * �I�ll get it!� �She gets that from you, you know.� �Me?� �Yes. You were quite the verbose wrestler, weren�t you?� A laugh. �I-� �Mom, it�s for you.� �Who is it, honey?� �He didn�t say.� �Thank you, Catey. Finish your dinner, okay?� �Sure, Mom.� * �Steph?� �Hunter?� �Yeah, it�s me.� Silence. �Steph?� �Uh, yeah. I�m here. I was just�� �Surprised?� A small, nervous laugh. �You could say that.� �I hope I didn�t disturb you.� �What�what are you doing calling me?� Long pause. �She left.� �Oh�Hunter, I�m so sorry.� �I didn�t know who else�I mean�I can�t�� �It�ll be fine, Hunter.� �I can�t take it, Steph. It hurts so much. She just�left.� �Are you still-� �I�m still at the same house.� �I�ll see you soon, okay?� * �He says �jump�, and you say-� �Don�t even start, Chris!� �Damnit, Steph! One phone call, and you�re running to him! What am I supposed to think?� �I was hoping you�d feel with your heart. His wife just walked out on him.� �And so, here you are more than ready to walk back in?� �He�s lost everyone, Chris. He lost his daughter, and now he�s lose his wife. I can�t just ignore him.� �And why not? As I recall, he was the one who left you!� �You did not just say that!� A frustrated sigh. �Steph, listen to me very carefully. He is just trying to get back into your life, and once he does, he�s going to turn around and screw you over. Again!� �You don�t even know him.� �And you do? When was the last time you had any kind of contact with him? Two years ago! And all of a sudden he calls out of the blue, and you�re-� Sudden stop. �Why are you being like-� �You�re still in love with him.� �What?� �I thought, maybe�but you�re not over him.� �Chris, I swear to you, it�s not like that.� �Then please tell me what it is, because I don�t know what else to think.� �It was over a long time ago. I love you.� �Don�t, Steph. Just-� �No, listen to me. I love you, and only you!� �Then why are you flying all the way across the country in the middle of the night?� �I can�t just� He needs me, Chris.� �I need you.� �I can�t believe you�re making me choose!� �I can�t believe you even think that there�s a choice at all. Between a virtual stranger who has done nothing but hurt you, and�� �Of course there isn�t a choice! It�s you, Chris. It will always be you.� �Then don�t leave.� �I-� �No. You know what, go ahead. Leave. Comfort him.� �Chris, please-� �Just go, Steph. We both know you won�t be able to stop thinking about him anyway.� * �Hunter?� �Steph.� �I can�t�� �Can�t what?� �I can�t make it.� �I don�t�I really need you, Steph.� �I�m sorry. But I have my own family now, and they need me.� �Chris.� �I�m sorry. I really am.� * �You�re back.� �I am.� �Steph, if it really meant that much to you-� �It did mean that much to me, to be there for a friend, for someone who I care for�� Pause. �But not at the expense of losing you.� �You�ll never lose me.� �I thought about you ever walking out on me, and I couldn�t�I don�t think I�� �You�ll never lose me, Steph. I�m going to be with you for a very long time, whether you like it or not.� Pause. �Thank you, Chris.� �For what?� �For loving me. Isn�t that how the song goes?� A light laugh. �It�s been my pleasure.� Silence. �Chris?� �You don�t have to say it. I know.� |