Bound By Desire

Rating: R
Content: M/M/M sexual situations, language, bondage
Distribution: Just let me know where.
Disclaimer: Don't own them, so don't sue me.
Summary: Well, it's about 2 o'clock in the morning and I can't think of a suitable summary. So just read it and come up with your own. *lol*

March 9, 1999

"Look at him! He's just laughing as Benoit sinches in that Crippler Crossface!"

"Yeah. It's as if he's enjoying the pain!"

"Well, the guy's a nut, that's for sure."

Raven felt as if his whole body were being wrenched apart, excruciating agony sizzled through him. He relished it. Dove headlong into the red mist until he was consumed in the fires of agonizing ecstasy until he knew nothing.

He awoke on a gurney in the backstage medic area, where EMTs were hurrying about attending other hurt wrestlers. He sat up gingerly, putting a hand to his back and grimacing in pain.

"You okay, Rav?"

Raven glanced to the side to see Lodi hovering by him, a concerned expression darkening his countenance. He stretched cautiously, groaning as he felt what seemed like glass shards being driven into his spine. "I'm fine. Just get me out of here."

Lodi helped him off the gurney and they limped out of the arena to the parking lot to Lodi's car. He had just left Raven by the passenger door and was striding around to unlock the driver's side when, out of nowhere, a man blindsided Raven, driving him to the asphalt, where he hit his head hard and passed out.

When Raven came too, he lay exactly where he'd fallen. Disoriented and hissing with pain, he crawled around until he could grab onto the fender of the car and haul himself up to his feet. He looked around for Lodi, but the lot was empty. How long had he been out? They had parked in a deserted part of the lot, so there were no other cars around, and the arena looked dark and desolate. He glanced at his watch and was shocked to see he'd been unconcious for 2 hours. Jesus Christ! What the fuck had happened and where was Lodi?

He limped around the car, feeling under the front wheel for the spare keys, heaving himself into the seat with a loud groan, then sigh of releaf. He sped out of the lot, heading for the hotel, thinking that that's where Benoit would have taken Lodi, for he had no doubts that Benoit was the culprit in this drama.

Lodi struggled against Benoit's grip, hurling foul curses at him, but unable to do much with his hands cuffed and his eyes blindfolded.

"You son of a whoring bitch!" he exclaimed furiously. "You'll pay for this, and dearly my friend!"

Benoit only shoved him along the corridor, stopping as he came to a door with '2424' on it. He deftly opened it and pushed Lodi inside. He stumbled and fell to the carpet with a thud and grunt of pain. Benoit went and flipped on the light, standing over Lodi, hands on hips, his dark eyes intent and empty.

"I'll get away with this just fine, Lodi," he remarked softly, reaching down to wrench him to his feet and sent him sprawling across the king-sized bed. "you see, I know you and Raven have a very...close relationship, and he'll come looking for you with a full head of steam."

"And if he does? What then?" Lodi demanded.

Chris gave a tight smile, leaning against the bedpost and letting his eyes wander over Lodi's struggling figure, watching as he vainly tried to free himself. "When-" he stressed this word- "Raven finds you, I'll be waiting."

Lodi stilled at the ominous tone in Chris's voice. "Just what do you plan to do to him?" His own voice quivered slightly. He didn't want anything to happen to Raven. He'd rather die than see Rav hurt in any way. He loved him and would do most anything in the world for him.

Chris saw the apprehension on his face and nodded, a previous suspicion confirmed. "You two are lovers, aren't you?" Lodi stiffened in shock, unable to speak. Chris continued, "Yes. I thought so. Well, isn't that just quaint as can be?"

Lodi shook his head emphatically. "I don't know what you're talking about. Me and Rav? Lovers? That's sick!"

"Don't bother trying to deny it, sign man. I've seen the way you look at each other when you think no one is looking. Even caught him whispering in your ear once and from the look on your face, it wasn't 'remind me to pick up some cigs later'." Lodi continued to shake his head, but it was increasingly plain that there was no more strength left for denial. "I believe that if people hadn't been around, you two would have gone at it right there in the lobby of the hotel."

Lodi whimpered softly, turning his head away. "Why are you doing this? You got your revenge already. You won the match. Isn't that enough?"

Chris stared down at him pensively, turning to sit next to Lodi on the bed, really thinking about this question. "No. It's not enough."

"For God's sake, what more do you want?"

Benoit chewed the inside of his lip, his eyes becoming even darker as he stated in a velvet wisper that nonetheless filled the silence like a yell.

"I want him. Here. In my bed."

Lodi wished to God he could see Chris's face to tell if he was really serious. "Wh-what?" he was utterly dumbfounded.

Chris leaned forward and plucked the blindfold from his eyes and gazed deep into them, letting his intenseness come to the surface. "I want Raven...and you're going to help me get what I want."

Raven sat in the parking lot of the hotel for 20 minutes, unable to move a muscle for the exquisite pain lancing through him. It was less than an hour ago, but still barely tolerable. He just rested his head against the steering wheel and breathed deeply, centering himself and attempting to shove his discomfort way back in his mind so he could concentrate on finding Lodi.

"If anything happens to him, Benoit," he murmured into the gloomy quiet of the car. "I'll kill you with my bare hands."

Finally, he forced himself out of the seat and stumbled into the lobby to the elevators. He was oblivious to the stares and whispers, just focusing on getting up to his room where he had some painkillers.

When he'd reached his room, he downed 2 strong pain pills and collapsed on the bed, praying for the meds to work quickly. When they began working their magic, he wen into the bathroom and took a hot shower, washing away the sweat and grime of the day, the heat and steam further soothing his aches until he felt almost human again when he stepped out.

He dressed in a pair of jeans and a T-shirt, not bothering to brush his damp hair. He left the room looking for Benoit.

"And just how am I supposed to help you?"

Chris ignored the question for the moment, reaching out to caress Lodi's cheek, letting his fingers trail down his neck. "I can see what he sees in you. You're very...sweet."

Lodi's eyes widened in further amazement at Benoit's overture, but didn't speak, thinking he could use this to his advantage. "I am?"

Chris nodded slowly, his hand moving down to splay over his chest. "Do you two...kiss?"

Lodi blushed, lowering his lashes to hide his embarrassment. "I guess so."

"French kiss?"

He nodded, flushing even hotter.

"Was he your first?"

He flicked a glance at Chris, then looked away quickly. "Yes."

Chris smiled. "Ahh, yes. First times are always special, aren't they?"

Lodi didn't know what to think of this man. He was acting almost...loverlike. As if-but no. He'd already stated that he wanted Raven. But then why...?

Chris ran his fingers over Lodi's nipple, toying with it until it stood stiff and hard. Lodi sucked in his breath sharply. "Have you ever thought of being with another man?"

Lodi couldn't think straight with Chris's hand on him. What was happening here? He could feel heat rising in his body, a heat he'd only felt with Raven before. "I-no. Never."

"Hmmm..." Chris moved around, then in a swift motion, straddled Lodi's hips. He was gratified to feel him gasp and arch in surprise. "I'm sure I can show you things Raven never dreamed of, Lodi. Will you let me show you?"

He stared up at Chris in wonder, his mind completely blank with shock. "I-I..."

Chris bent low, his mouth hovering over his. "Yes, Lodi? You what?" He flicked his tongue out and wet Lodi's lips, insinuating it inside to explore the warm, moist depths.

Lodi moaned in surprised desire, opening his mouth for Chris's invasion, their tongues curling around each other's sinuously. Chris gently ground his hips down on Lodi, eliciting whimpers and growls.

Chris could feel Lodi's growing arousal and could also feel his own as he yanked up Lodi's shirt and began licking and biting the skin of his chest, sucking and nibbling his nipples until Lodi was panting and curving upward in delight. He worked his way down, probing his navel before he came to the barrier of his jeans. He deftly unsnapped them and tugged them down and off, followed by his shoes.

"Mmmm, Lodi...very nice..." He nipped the skin on the inside of his thigh, twirling his tongue around his balls before taking one into his mouth and scraping his teeth lightly over the surface, then moving to the other to do the same before curling his tongue around the root of his shaft.

Lodi's hips bucked and he groaned loudly, begging, "Please, Chris...oh, God, yes, please!"

Chris lifted his head, his warm breath wafting over the tip of his cock. He blew on it gently. "You want more? Does this feel good? Does Raven do this to you?" Lodi tilted his pelvis toward Chris, urging him to go on.

"Please..."

"Tell me , love...does Raven do this?" He took the head of his cock in his mouth, lightly sucking, pinching and raking his nails up his scrotum and inner thighs until Lodi was panting harshly. Chris raised his head again.

"Well, Sweet? Talk to me." He licked down the length of the shaft, then back up, tickling the ridge with the tip of his tongue. "Tell me what you want." Lodi muttered under his breath. "What was that? Speak up, boy."

"I-please, suck me. Please, baby, I beg you..."

Chris grinned approvingly, obliging by sinking him down his throat and working him expertly, drawing out the pleasure, making Lodi toss his head back and forth, guttural sounds issuing from his throat.

Raven strode to Benoit's room, key in hand that he'd bribed from the clerk. He stopped in front of the door and took a deep breath, feeling his body tense and ready itself for whatever confrontation he might encounter and slipped the key quietly into the lock. He pushed the door open slowly, easing into the room and just as quietly shutting it behind him...then froze in shock at the tableau. He stared as Benoit's head bobbed slowly up and down on Lodi, who was writhing and groaning in extreme pleasure. He noticed that his hands were cuffed behind his back and a blindfold lay on the floor. He inched closer, studying the pair closely. He stood at the foot of the bed, unable to tear his eyes away from what Chris was doing, listening to the wet sounds of his sucking and Lodi's utterances. To his astonishment, he felt himself becoming hard at the sight. He moved behind Chris and leaned down and whispered sibilantly in his ear, making him start with surprise. "You pleasure him very well, Benoit." Chris made as if to lift his head, but Raven twined his fingers in chris's hair and held him where he was, reaching around with his other hand to cup the throbbing bulge between his thighs. "Mmm, you need someone to pleasure you..." He trailed off, squeezing and gently digging his fingers into the hardness, pleased to hear Chris groan, his hips jerking into his palm. "Oh, that feels good doesn't it?" he murmured silkily. "Don't stop sucking Lodi. Make him come. I want to see him shoot in your mouth."

Chris did as Raven commanded, his throat working as he rose and fell in an ever-increasing tempo. Lodi cried out with each downward stroke, his body bucking up into the motions until, with a wrenching thrust, Lodi exploded in a long, fierce spasm, pouring himself into Chris's mouth. He was about to release Lodi when Raven forestalled him. "No. Drink all of it. Swallow every drop."

Chris obeyed, milking him dry. He was finally allowed to raise his head and he turned his gaze to lock with Raven's. He laid his fingers over his, grinding himself into his hand. Raven's eyes dropped to his lips, slightly parted and moist. He slowly bent forward, capturing the bottom one between his teeth and biting, tugging, flicking his tongue out to taste him. Chris's hand tightened as it darted teasingly in and out of his mouth. Chris hooked his free hand behind Raven's neck and pulled him down, firmly sealing their lips in a hot, melting kiss, both inhaling sharply at the feel of sensitive surfaces being stroked and explored.

Abruptly, Raven found himself hauled over Lodi, who'd been watching the proceedings with avid fascination, and dumped on the other side. Chris swiftly plastered his body on top of him, ravishing his mouth as if starving. Raven arched up against him, yanking up his shirt and scratching his nails down his back, leaving red weals in their wake. Chris grunted, rising onto his hands and knees, looking down at him with hot, intent eyes. He sat back on his haunches, slowly removing Raven's shirt, his fingers skimming lightly over his skin, circling his nipples, then moving down to the waistband of his jeans. A noise to the side caught Chris's attention and he glanced at lodi. His gaze focused on Chris's hand, his breathing harsh and rapid.

"You want him too, love?"

Lodi nodded eagerly. "Yes, please, Chris..."

Chris reached into his pocket and withdrew a key and unlocked the cuffs. "Help me, Lodi," he ordered, climbing off Raven and tugging him up, shoving him around until his head rested on the pillows. Lodi crawled up between Raven's legs, deftly unfastening his jeans and taking them off, quickly followed by his shirt, as well as his own. Chris grasped Raven's wrists and snapped a cuff on one, then, after threading the chain through the headrails, cuffed the other. Raven's eyes widened as he looked from Chris to Lodi and back again. Chris gave him an enigmatic smile and doffed his own clothes, looking at lodi.

"Go down on him. I want to watch."

Lodi obeyed instantly, wrapping his lips around Raven's staff greedily, bobbing up and down, following Chris's whispered directions, massaging Raven's balls, making him groan loudly and bow off the bed in rapt pleasure.

Chris observed everything, his eyes flicking between what Lodi was doing and Raven's face, one hand slowly stroking himself, the other brushing the hair away from his temples and forehead. He bent to rasp in his ear.

"How does that feel, Raven? Mmmm, you like that, don't you?"

Raven gasped, "oh, Christ yes...but..."

"But what, hmmm?" Chris nibbled on his earlobe. "Tell me, baby."

He opened his mouth to speak, then moaned softly, "Ahh, gods, I'm going to come!"

Chris quickly grabbed Lodi by the hair and yanked him off of Raven, ignoring his whimper of protest. "I don't want him to come yet. Now, come here and do for me what I did for you." Lodi unhesitantly slithered over to him as Chris scooted back against the pillows. He took Chris in hand, kissing the silky tip before hungrily devouring him. Chris hissed in a sharp breath at the sensation of wet heat surrounding him. He closed his eyes for a moment, reveling in the feelings, then turned his head to see Raven's eyes fastened on Lodi's ministrations. He twisted his fingers in Lodi's hair and pulled him down harder, tilting his hips up. Raven locked gazes with Chris, but spoke to Lodi.

"Lodi, uncuff me."

Lodi lifted his head, looking at Chris, then Raven, uncertain as to what to do.

"Go back to what you were doing, love," Chris murmured, never breaking contact with Raven.

Lodi made a move to comply, but Raven snapped hoarsely, "Lodi, I said uncuff me!"

The confused man sat back, biting his lip in indecision. Chris reached out, trying to force him back to his task, but the way Raven was staring at him, that dark, intensely compelling stare, made him resist. He plucked the key off the bed where it had fallen, unheeded and he swiftly unlocked Raven, managing to evade Chris's dive to stop him. Raven rolled onto his knees ,then launched himself at Chris, wrestling him onto his back.

"Grab his arms, Lodi," Raven told him, holding Chris down with his body.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Chris growled, struggling to free himself.

Raven didn't answer, jerking his head toward the cuffs. "Get those."

"No!" Chris yelled, eyes blazing.

Raven smiled tightly down at him as the snick of the cuffs closing around Chris's wrists sounded in the room. "Hold him, now. I've got some business to take care of here."

Lodi secured Chris's arms as Raven sinuously worked his way down his body using his tongue and fingers to tease and coax a response out of him. Chris spat curses at Raven, demanding that he let him go, but Raven only continued to move downward, nipping the skin covering his hipbone hard, making Chris hiss with pain. Raven wedged himself between his thighs, tickling his fingertips up the hard length of Chris's cock, using both hands to stroke up and down strongly, causing Chris to cry out in intense pleasure, his back arching, his knees drawing up to plant his heels on the mattress.

"Yes, oh, yes, Chris....mmm," Raven murmured silkily, leaning forward to let his warm breath puff against the sensitive skin of the tip. "Rock those hips for me. Oh, yes, that's it. You like that, hmmm?"

Chris thrashed his head back and forth, groaning and panting as Raven enclosed him in his mouth, tracing the ridge below the head, then down the veins along the length, easing him down his throat, smoothly sucking him deep, gratified to hear Chris whimper and thrust his hips up in reaction. Lodi brushed the hair from Chris's perspiring face, caressing his arms, moving down to splay his hands over his chest. He glanced at Raven and moaned, feeling himself getting aroused again at the sight of him pleasuring Chris.

"Suck him harder, Rav. Harder and faster. No, you can do better than that!" He reached forward and tangled his fingers in Raven's wild hair and forced him down harder, guiding the rhythm, which made Chris gasp and almost levitate off the bed with the extremity of sensations. "Now, that's the way...yes, suck him...don't make him come yet though. I have an idea."

Raven followed Lodi's instructions, bringing Chris right up to the brink of release before pulling away, forcing the orgasm back with a hard pinch to the tip of his shaft. Chris grunted in protest, his breathing fast and ragged. Raven looked at Lodi expectantly.

Lodi smiled approvingly. "Very good, sweetheart. Now, since you were such a good Rav, I'll give you the choice of either to ride or be ridden."

Raven's eyes dilated, licking his lips as he gazed down at Chris who stared back up at him with glazed, lust-filled eyes. "I want to ride him."

Chris caught his breath, slowly rolling his head back and forth in denial. "Oh, please, don't..." he whimpered. "I don't think I can take it."

Lodi pinched his cheek almost painfully. "Oh, you'll take it. You'll take all of it...and love it. Now, turn over."

Raven helped him, seeing as how Chris's wrists were still cuffed. While Lodi urged him onto his knees, releasing Chris's hands from the chain, Raven took a tube of KY jelly from the nearby nightstand and squirted some onto his fingers, spreading Chris's buttocks to lather it over his anus, delving first one, two then three fingers inside to stretch him open.

Chris jumped and tensed in surprise, attempting to move away, but Lodi forestalled him, gripping his shoulders and speaking in a low whisper.

"Chris, you're mouth felt so good on me before. Please, give me head again...please?"

Chris looked up at him, his eyes dark and passion-hazed, then down at Lodi's already fully-erect staff. He nodded, taking Lodi deep, then grunting in shock and pain as Raven pushed himself inside him roughly. He would have jerked his head up, but Lodi wrenched him back down, commanding him to continue. Chris was forced to suck him while Raven withdrew and plunged into him in long steady strokes, holding his hips and growling in his throat, his eyes tightly shut.

"Pump his cock Rav. Mmmm, Chris, that's very good. Faster now...Rav, fuck him harder, that's right."

Chris grunted with each deep thrust of Raven's hips, groaning as his hand tightened on his cock. He bobbed up and down faster, pleased to hear both Raven and Lodi's simultaneous moans of delight. "Ahhh, Jesus! Chris you're so fucking tight!" Raven rasped, his rhythm quickening until he was pounding into him in short sharp, driving slams. Lodi gasped as Chris's throat tightened on him, his fingers pulling him down even more powerfully, his hips bucking wildly as his orgasm thundered closer.

"Oh God! Oh, yes, Chris...mmmm, don't stop, I'm almost there!" Lodi looked at Raven, who's face was flushed his eyes half-closed and glassy with need. "Come on, Rav. I want you to come for me. Make Chris come, too. Ahhh, yes, Chris...hard like that. Ooooh yes, I'm coming!"

Chris's sounds of pleasure were muffled as he sucked as hard as he could, rearing back to add his momentum to Raven's ramming plunges, Raven's hand feverishly stroking Chris's shaft, urging him on with sibilant whispers to come for him.

Chris, unable to hold back any longer, gave a strangled yell and convulsed, shooting his seed over himself and Raven's hand. His throat constricted involuntarily on Lodi, causing Lodi to suck in his breath, then exhale in a shout as he exploded into his mouth. Raven, who'd been riding ever faster and harder, suddenly jerked and spasmed as he came deep inside Chris in a hot rush, groaning loudly. All three froze for a moment, unable to move a muscle, then they all collapsed in a heap, panting and moaning from the aftermath of the intense session.

Raven was the first to recover somewhat, rising up on his elbow to look at Chris with a sardonic smile. "I believe I know why they call you 'The Crippler' now."

Chris returned the smile, stretching langorously, his head resting on Lodi's thigh. Well, that's not the origins of the name, but it applies here, I suppose."

Raven chuckled softly, glancing at Lodi, who had his eyes closed and was half-dozing against the headboard. "Mmm, I think Lod's got the right idea. I don't think I can move an inch."

Chris gave a nearly jaw cracking yawn and nodded, scooting around so that he lay properly on the pillows, slapping Lodi's thigh and murmuring for him to lie down. He complied dazedly, instantly falling into a deep sleep. Chris turned to Raven who was watching him intently through heavy-lidded dark eyes. "What are you thinking?" he asked softly, reaching out to tuck a damp lock of hair behind his ear.

"I was just wondering where this is leading? I mean, we were feuding pretty intensely for the last 4 months or so, our hatred driving us to hurt each other in any way possible. But now..."

Chris, in a sudden show of tenderness, laid a finger over Raven's lips, pulling him close and kissing his forehead. "Forget about all that. That's the past. All that matters is right now."

"But..."

"Shhhh. Go to sleep. We'll deal with future consequences later."

Raven sighed and nodded, wrapping an arm around him, nuzzling his face into the crook of Chris's shoulder and drifting off into dreamless sleep, Chris following, a slight smile gracing his lips.


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