You Don't Love Me Anymore
Someone has had his heart broken and reflects back on why?
Note: The song is belongs to Tim McGraw and I am using it without permission.
I am crying as I watch from the back as he gets beat by that jerk Kurt Angle. This is so unfair. Just because Angle is fucking the boss and his son he gets to win time and time again. Everyone including Angle knows that Chris Benoit has it all over Kurt Angle. Although to be truthful I'm not really crying because Chris lost. I miss him so much. Sometimes when I see him now at backstage events or at the parties that the McMahon's throw, I can almost forget that we aren't together. I can almost forget that he doesn't love me anymore.
*~*
She walks over to him
And she says Do you remember me?
I think we might've met somewhere before
Southern Carolina is the place that comes to mind
But, hey, I guess you never really can be sure
There's nothing like a true love
To go and make a fool of someone
Just like before
And right there for a minute
I forgot that you don't love me anymore
~*~
I watch silently as he is helped to the back by Chris Jericho. Chris fucking Jericho of all people. They are supposed to be bitter enemies. And what does Jericho have that I don't. Oh yeah. He has my Benny. I can still remember the first time I met Benny. I was walking down the hallway getting ready to go on with Evan and Shannon and there he was. Standing there talking to Eddy Guerrero. Now I know he's not the most handsome guy in the world but still. When I saw him my heart skipped a few beats. He just looked so good standing there. He looked up and caught me staring he smiled and said hi. I honestly thought my heart was going to stop for a minute. I smiled back and before I could say anything I was being pulled out into the arena. We started dating a couple of weeks later. Then shortly after that he left for WWF. I was devastated and I think he was too at first. Everything was great for the first few months though. And then we just stopped talking. I don't know why he stopped loving me. He never has been able to tell me.
*~*
Then an old familiar feeling
Wraps its arms around the moment
And he says So many times I've tried to call
You'd think it's been a lifetime
It's been two years since I've seen you
But it seems just like no times gone by at all
Oh, there's nothing like a real love
To give you back the feel of someone
Just like before
And right there for a minute
I forgot that you don't love me anymore
~*~
And now that the feds are together more or less, I have to see him everyday. He is still the same guy I fell in love with. He's so nice and sweet, especially to the younger guys. When he looks at me I can so easily forget that he broke my heart. For some reason it just doesn't matter when he smiles at me. For that one moment I can forget the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.
*~*
Oh, and how far
We'll travel
For a place to heal our hearts
We watched it
Unravel
So why's tonight
The hardest part?
~*~
Tonight is so much harder than the other nights for some reason. Probably the fact that he and Jericho just started dating so I have to see them getting all kissy with one another. It's revolting. But maybe that's just because I'm jealous. I watch him hobble along to the trainers room and I feel like finding a cave and just staying there until I die. Mainly because Jericho is helping him out. I hate seeing him touched by anyone who isn't me.
*~*
Then he says the weather's changin'
And it's icin' up the highways
So I guess it's time for me to hit the road
So she says goodby and then before she knows what she is sayin'
She says I wish you didn't have to go
Oh there's nothin' like a true love
To go and make a fool of someone
Just like before
And right there for a minute
I forgot that you don't love me anymore
~*~
I feel a hand on my shoulder and turn around to see Chuck Palumbo looking down at me. He nods his head slowly and I know he knows how I am feeling, since he was dating Jericho not too long ago. We both look back at the Chris's and sigh. I guess I never will be able to truly forget that Benny just doesn't love me anymore.
*~*
And right there for a minute
I forgot that you don't love me
Anymore
~*~
THE END