Disclaimer: Lyrics/Poem by Jewel. Angel Standing By All through the night I�ll be standing over you I look down at her. Despite her physical strength, when asleep she looks as vulnerable as a child. I move quietly towards her, to stand closer to her. To stand by her. She�ll never know how much I truly care for her. All through the night I�ll be watching over you She sees me only as a good friend, but I want to be something more. For now, I have to be content that she wants me at all. Although it was me who re-established our friendship, it was her who approached me for the comfort I willingly give. She asked me to watch her back, and so here I stand, watching her. And through bad dreams I�ll be right there, baby, Under the covers she begins to stir. In her sleep she frowns, and begins to toss her head slightly side to side. She�s having a nightmare. I hate seeing her in distress. Holding your hand, telling you everything is all right �Chyna,� I call softly, gently shaking her awake. Her eyes fly open, and she stares at me. �Billy?� �I�m right here. You were having a bad dream.� And when you cry I�ll be right there She reaches for me. I hold her tightly as she quiet sobs being to shake her body. Without meaning to I begin to silently curse those who dared to believe they could get away with hurting this amazing, powerful, stunning woman. The amazing, powerful, stunning woman I fell in love with. Telling you you were never anything less than beautiful �I hate her,� she whispers fiercely, her breath hot on my neck. �I hate all of them.� �It�s okay,� I sooth, smoothing back her hair. I pull away and frame her face with my hands. �Don�t let them get to you like this. They, and everything they stand for, are vile, and you�� I look directly into her eyes, wanting her to believe what I�ve always known. �You are the most beautiful thing in this whole ugly world.� So don�t you worry A smile begins to slowly form on her face. A true, genuine smile. The first I�ve seen in nearly more than a month. �Thank you,� she tells me. �For always being there.� I�m your Angel standing by She reaches up and softly caresses my cheek. �My guardian angel.� |