Rage
by
Sandi Ly Iwanski

Rage                  7-17-96

Lost in an amber rose,  silently she froze

Is he real or am I really too far gone to notice

He's too beautiful and when he speaks

his eyes blind me,  I'm helpless all over again

I hate this feeling leave me alone

I want to taste your midnight,  so can I

Read me your alibies happiness relied

Whosoever came apart,  heathens prairie

Maybe we'll cross paths oneday

undecided so I betray,  ok

He answers me softly,  I'm cold again

Hunting his impurities.  Fabricated lies

Fire the world outside,  so maybe he'll rain

again,  should I stay here alone 

I miss you my heart,  tempt me my prince

How the sky turns grey as you're away

Get the hell out of here

Hey,  let's kiss in the rain then walk away

as the mud falls from the sky

dirty again are we,  so kool,  so cute are you

Oh mad sun,  hide beneath the spiders

She bites,  she loves,  she seems so sad

I'm hurting.  So can I be her lover?

Will you be my friend or would you rather hate

me,  all of this escapes 

He can't speak English anymore

Stupid ceilings,  no more acid in my veins

As the sanity leaves forever more 

Is it you love can you feel my death before

sing me your voice

Sad blue sky won't you ever cry for me

empty,  empty trees,  blood stained peaches

and so he reaches.  And oh so high

pale bleak sky,  sigh,  drink me

and then again

Make believe lovers,  call it the rain

                                   sandi iwanski