9mm from freedom/Don't go

How much longer do I have to wait before I decease.
Just abate my life this very moment.
In a world of rancid nature.
Cancers grow upon everything that I witness.
The turmoil that is around me;
The violence that I see;
The constant killing sprees;
The pain to succumb is all I plea.

Reach out; be lost; suffer from albatross; Nowhere to hide; no shelter to reside.
No one to take me under their wing to keep me safer.

How will I go on?/Is death the only solution?

Severed from all that I've gone through.
Severed from all of life.
Severed from warmth/
Severed from guilt/
Severed from nature/
Severed from trust/
Severed from lust/
Severed from love/
Severed from belief/
Severed from all that would secure me....

How will I go on?/Is death the only solution?!!
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Despendency controls your life.
You just emphisize on everything that is depressing.
See out into the world and view it's glory.
Reach out into the world and caress it's beauty.
Come out and play.
Escape from your melancholy;
I'll break your fall.
Just do not go....

Reach out; be found; get up from the ground. Protecting you; sheltering you.
Keeping you under my wing.

Go on.