
My Stone That Breaks the Sword
I walk around this small confined place i am in. Stuck in the box of self destruction. Billions of people are stuck in this box I look to the left and people cram themselves inside this small box bringing with them bombs that they placed on their hearts. I watch as the timer clicks down from 10-0 and at the instant it hits 0 the bomb explodes sending pieces of the person all over the box drenching us all in his blood. Sometimes a bone would fly and stab into somebody else. Alas i have been impaled with the bones of the fallen. Many times infact...I have many bombs placed on me..I've learned that i can manipulate how fast a second ticks...it can tick a thousand years per second if i wanted it too..or as slow as if time has completely stopped. Which leaves me to another revelation..since i can manipulate how long i live til my eventual self destruction..i can save the many that see me and listen to my words..perhaps mabye touch those whose timer clicks down to 2 or 1...I wish to make them realize and teach them taht they are the masters of their bombs...That the fear that they have of death is makign the time pass faster..If you not worry and enjoy the simple things...the timer slows down..If you deal with your problems time slows down...and you can live happily withotu the worries of all the bombs going off in a chain reaction leaving you dead on the sidewalk bloody and dismembered..
I go by truth, whatever truth i find i will use to help others.
I go by my words not my fist, I know that my actions aren't strong enough to give a truth that can heard more distantly than truth. A fist is a lie. Travels within the minds of the weak. I do hear the cries of the idiot...I do not feel their fist against my face...because they act upon lies...and manifest it..I will try to make them better than I so that they will know more and in turn help others like them who suffer unnecessarily.
I only wish you all to be happy, It is against my goal to cause you pain. If i cause you pain i will suffer more than you...not because I go by truth but because I love humanity..I love it so much that i will not give up..i'd rather jump on the grenade and take the blast then have it rip you to shreads.
I go by my morals and strongly believe in the saying "to be free one must be chained" i use my morals to chain me. To create a law and balance within myself. I use my morals to help you see that not all things are as bad as you think...You must make yourself see what you want to see. The world isnt as hopeless as you think. People aren't as evil as you think. Someone who is cruel to you is more cruel to themselves so keep that in mind and feel sorry for them.
My morals are basic..such as never hit a woman, never lie, never decieve myself or another person, be generous, kind, warm person...but I am not a perfect moral man...I do lie...And sometimes i am straight up cold. Because i am uncomfortable with myself and my feelings.. I dont quite understand what makes me who i am..Or what makes me tick on the inside..I allow others to dictate my actions too much which makes me angry so i lash out sometimes...But as i draw closer to finding who i am...The anger that once manifested itself potently is now dying down because now i am becoming one with it..I do not wish to destroy that anger but to keep that flame burning strong...but not out of control...just enough to warm the soul and give warmth and life to the rest of the spirit. I wish to share the warmth of my spirit with others...We need to melt the constant winter. We are all walking in the snow...
I believe in god, in jesus, i use him to give me strength..I allow him to enter my spirit and guide me to the right path...the path is hard, and dangerous, but i know with him by my side and my friends i have made that i can climb any mountain, I can walk any distance, I can break out of any chain, tear down any wall, and i can sing any song and let it be heard to the world...because its people like you that keep the flame burning strong...the snow is going to melt because we will act like one consuming flame. All the darkness and ice that imprissions us all will melt and give way to the truth...Lies will die...and truth will always be there..its there for you to find..you must find it..and we must do it together
Lionheart seeker of truth
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