| ONE DAY One day they'll see what they missed. One day they'll know what they should have kissed. But not now, they're too dense in the head. Let's just hope they won't be dead One day... I'm nothing now, they don't see. They don't know what i'm going to be. Not yet anyway, But someday... One day they'll want to love me. One day, i guarantee. But when that time comes, they will all just be street bums. And I'll still be me. One day I'll show them. One day I'll throw 'em. One day, it'll all be good. Just like it should. But until then I wait and pray. Sitting here, wishing...for that one day. One day, it'll be different. One day, the'll get the hint. |
| These are "songs/poems" that I began to write last school year. They just kinda came out of nowhere, and dang, I have a lot of them. :P If I ever get it started, I might be singing them in a band called "Death 2 Pigeons." Hehehe... Long story... |
| I CAN'T REMEMBER I can't remember my name. I can't remember who to blame. I can't remember my life. I can't remember where I hid the knife. The black sands of time swirl. I am no longer and innocent girl. Nothing else makes sense. Oh, how my body is tense. I can't remember why I cared. I can't remember if we shared. I can't remember if I loved. I can't remember if we hugged. I can't remember to hide my tears. I can't remember running from my fears. I can't remember to say sorry. I can't remember that you care for me. I can't remember why I fell behind. I can't remember why I lost my mind. I can't remember what was the point. I can't remember why I didn't smoke that joint. I see none of it matters anymore. Why should I remember something that is a bore. It was stupid and I was dumb. But I don't see a problem since now I'm numb. I just can't remember. No, I can't remember. |
| WHO CARES Who could care if the sun don't shine? Who would care if I lost my mind? No one, no one, no one... Who can care about those grades? Who cares if my hair's in braids? No one, no one, no one... Why should people give a damn? It's my life, so don't take my hand. See, I walk just fine on my own. No, I don't want you to take me home. I'm a big girl now, no one should care. So when I turn, don't you dare be there. Who cares about anyone's life? Who cares if the world's in a fight? No one, no one, no one... The world will be destroyed. I'll be crushed like a toy. Won't be able to breathe the air. And I still say: Who cares? |
| SORRY I'm sorry for the times we had. Thinking makes me feel bad. I'm sorry I'm not saying. I'm just sick of praying. I'm sorry if I got your hopes up. Sorry if you felt some luck. It's not me. The darkness and pain is unbearable. I lay here and cry. Realizing I was unable. Never knowing why. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Tell you what I should. I actually wanted to make you feel good. But I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I tried to be like that. I was just a bad copy cat. Sorry I got so involved. It's not my place, not my call. I'm sorry this all happened. I'd never do it again. I'm sorry I don't talk. Or walk your walk. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. |