| First Love so maybe this will go away... maybe it will fade maybe I will forget all of the great things that we made and tommorrow will still come and you will still be in my mind taking up a space in my heart that no one else will ever find cuz based on what I've heard first loves go that way make me feel just like I do right after the first "I love you" I say I just wish I could stop missing you and let these long nights go by i want to get start getting over you but i can't, and I dont know why So maybe this will go away maybe it will fade but I know that I can never forget all of the great things that we made cuz you make me who I am today and for that i can never forget, or get over you you taught me so much about who I am and who i want to be and about relationships and love, and what I want from those things and from life and thats how and why I fell in love with you, and why its so hard for me to fall out of it.. and why I am missing you so much right now by Sara DeLuca Return to Submitted Poetry |
| why was i too stupid to see that you were so obviously over me i talked and talked and spilled my heart then it broke into pieces, every last part and here i was still thinking we were fine until i realized these thoughts were all mine I was still wanting, something, anything from you But deep down i knew, just anything wouldnt do but not that it matters cuz you dont even care and i never knew it would hurt this much to not have you there still i keep liking you inevitably hoping one day you might eventually see just how much you meant to me By Sara DeLuca me i'm a girl a young woman they call me a "bright young girl with a cute little figure, and a lot going for her." like thats supposed to describe me completely should i be offended the truth is- i'm just a girl, maybe even an "average girl" althought it pains me to say it i like to write "poetry" and let no one read it i like to wish on the first star that i see every night and say a little prayer to whoevers out there- when the time calls for it i have big brown hair and hips and long eyelashes i cry a lot and i dont let many ppl in i've been a confused by stander the majority of my life and a scared little girl that longs for the comfort of her mothers arms, my entire life i like math, and hate science i like to watch movies by myself and eat raw greenbeans i'm not only a "bright young girl with a cute little figure and a lot going for her." i'm everything else i'm me- which i realize is not much of a better example but its a little more honest coming from the "bright young girl" herself ___________________________________________________________ I am overdramatic I am overdramatic Like.... When someone yells I bitch When someone jokes I cry When someones nice I wonder When things change I don't When I fail I don't try anymore Why my parents fight I think divorce When I fight with my parents I pack my bags When my heart hurts Why world ends And when I wan't to be noticed i go way overboard I am overdramatic I really gotta try to stop that.. |