| Unnatural Feeling What's wrong with me? I'm feeling things so unnaturally Is this the way I'm supposed to be? There's no doubt I am this way indefinitely ===================== People say that I am not normal this way They preach to me and tell me hell is where I'll stay It's not my fault I never asked to be this way Please don't blame me I never asked o be gay ===================== I stare at guys I love looking into their eyes They make me weak and make me wanna of things of which I cannot speak A mans love is what in seek in my youth I know it's now what you wanna hear but it's the God honest truth ===================== People say that I am not normal this way They preach to me and tell me hell is where I'll stay It's not my fault I never asked to be this way Please don't blame me I never asked o be gay ===================== This life is pain Like salt melting in the rain no one understands why I'm holding a mans hand Their anti gay and anti dope Which make me give up hope (on understanding) I am normal but they can't see They just see the "queer" inside of me ===================== People say that I am not normal this way They preach to me and tell me hell is where I'll stay It's not my fault I never asked to be this way Please don't blame me I never asked o be gay ===================== Mom knows but she's in deep denial It often seems like I'm being put on trial Broke the law that says I can't hold hands with a man What is it they just don't understand? I didn't choose this life Why would I? It's so hard Trapped in my house protected by the queer police guard I am a fag, Homo, queer and gay But I wouldn't have it any other way ===================== People say that I am not normal this way They preach to me and tell me hell is where I'll stay It's not my fault I never asked to be this way Please don't blame me I never asked o be gay ===================== What else can I say? God made me this way Don't judge me for something I can't change I'm not sick, a pervert nor am I deranged I'm just a guy trying hard to live his life The only difference Ill never have a wife I know it's hard to understand but in time you'll all learn That all gays are not doomed to hell to burn and burn ===================== People say that I am not normal this way They preach to me and tell me hell is where I'll stay It's not my fault I never asked to be this way Please don't blame me I never asked to be gay ===================== return to submitted poetry |