Disclaimer: Nope......none are mine, wish they were though.
Rating: PG-13
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                                                               ~i've lied to you~
                                                     ~the same way that i always do~
                                                            ~this is. the last smile~
                                              ~that i'll fake for the sake of being with you~


I watch as she sleeps peacefully in my arms. I woke up to se her smiling at me, and all the while I was dreaming of someone else. Not Tess. Her skin is soft, her lips are tender, her hair shines like gold in the sunlight. But she'll never be her. She'll never have her touch, her kiss, or soft hair. I love Tess. I really do. But in the end, she doesn't really matter.


                                     ~everything falls apart. even the people who never frown~
                                                           ~eventually break down~
                                                        ~the sacrifice of hiding in a lie~
                      ~everything has to end. you'll soon find out we're out of time to watch it unwind~
                                                       ~the sacrifince in never knowing~
                                                         ~why i never walked away~
                                                        ~why i played myself this way~
                                              ~now i see your testing me pushes me away~


I watch her as she tells me she's pregnant. My heart stops. I can only think of someone else, the one I truly love. I feel her cold lips as she kisses me. They feel dead. I think of the one I really love, and how I keep hiding in a lie.


                                                             ~i've tried. like you~
                                                  ~to do everything you wanted to do~
                                                             ~this is the last time~
                                           ~i'll take the blame for the sake of being with you~


I keep watching. Waiting for nothing. For something that will never come. I watch Tess and the baby. And I love them. And then I wait for her. Knowing she'll never come. Liz.

The End!
By Rachel Elizabeth
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