time: 9:19pm
listening to: the television
so i havent ritten fer awhile.....which is ok cuz i havent really been doing anything....yes i am a lazy bastard...im @ my dads in walkerton....so i been hanging out with his girlfriends son jason...and thats pretty much it....aside from the silently lusting after him part....but @ least he talx to me now...oh well....
on another tangent...i have a job interview on monday in owen sound fer working @ the ministry of transportation here in walkerton...woo woo....i hope i get it...i need a job....
and now i think i will be going cuz survivors on....woo....well not really more cuz ive been on the computer fer the last ummm....3 hrs ya.....and well i dont really have anything else to rite so ya.....im toast ghost.....ttfn
time:2:44am
listening to: "this is a lie" the cure
so tonite when jay and joe got home from their canoe trip i drank with joe and then we all went to the store and bought smokes.....but i swear jay was looking @ me....u know what i mean...like checking me out looking @ me like....oh man hes so cute.....man b4 our parents get married (which they plan to do as soon as carolyns divorce is finally) i got to try something with him....hes so cute and hes not a bad guy...hell hes a virgin....and i mean he could have his share of girls hes cute...cuz remember im really superficially and all....and oh man i want him so bad its really sad....i need some balls....i need a nite when were both drunk and his friends rnt around (cuz joe was here tonite)....its a sad sad situation i tell u....oh well...hes a cute boy and hes nice and im horny as hell......but i think hes really got it in fer this chic rachel...who keeps blowing him off.....he should just get over her...and get onto me :P yes im one horny bastard what can i say......but he sooooo cute....oh well....anywho im kinda drunk and i should prolly go to bed.....nitey