time: 2:41am
listening to: "love cats" the cure
so today was quite interesting.....mir jeremy and i went and looked at houses fer next yr...now the reason why this was so interesting was cuz i didnt go to bed at all......i spent the entire nite reading my book fer english....and its actually a pretty decent book....@ like 6am i went to the common room to make some popcorn and sat in there til like 8:30 reading.....then i went to breakfast @ 9ish and mir jeremy and i caught the 10:50 bus downtown...
the first place that we looked @ was really cool.....it was an old house and it reminded me of my house...i really really like it.....we looked @ 2 other houses but i really didnt like them...now mir didnt like the house i liked cuz there was no laundry in the house......which fer her is a big deal....bah...but jeremy liked it....and granted fer the 4 of us that would be living there it would be xpensiveish $350+ i really liked it.....
but mir just told me b4 she went to bed that adam (her friend from home that was going to be the 4th) is no longer living with us cuz his parents wont let him er some bullshit....motherfucker!! what a fucking piss off....tomorrow mir and jeremy have another appointment to look at another 4 bedroom and all the time we spent looking @ houses today was just totally wasted....it woulda been nice if he had told us as soon as he found out he couldnt live with us...fuck....so now its back to looking @ 3 bedroom places....ahhhhh!! i hate this part.....i just want a goddamned house!!
so anyway.....oh ya some asshole on whquestion called me a cock sucking bitch er something.....just cuz i didnt answer his fucking question i just made a comment on his opening line which was something like "when i was screwing my gf last nite" blah blah blah and then he asked something that was totally unrelated...i thought it was funny and responded......shit why do ppl have to be such fucking assholes....and why do guys have to be such fucking perverts?? i mean just cuz i have a pic of my nipple on my page doesnt mean im a whore....its not on her to get u off....its on here cuz its a piercing that i have and i like it....its a form of art so fuck off!! no i wont fuck u just cuz i can....some guy the other week read one of my detailed answers to a "what is a blowjob?" questions and proceeded to proposition my via email....what the fuck is up with that?? i mean i simply xplained how to give a blowjob to some girl....it doesnt mean i just hand them out to everyone who asks....ahhhhhhhh!! fuck i just want a nice attract boy who likes me and wants to be in a RELATIONSHIP.....if i wanted to just fuck guys i could no problem....jesus christ....ppl today i tell ya...
so anyway i think im gonna go finish reading "green grass running water" and then dive into "mein kampf" less than 2 weex til my european history essay is due and i know i wont get any work done on it this weekend cuz i have regionals....fuck i didnt want to leave it this long....ahhhh.....im gonna have a mental break down....oh well...off i go to work...ttfn