time: 3:09am
listening to: "hydroelectric" mdfmk
ooops....theres something wrong with mirs computer....neither one of us is really sure what xactly is wrong but icq wont load...and ya....we thought it was cuz we had too many mp3s but after deleting like 60 (and im not xagerating) and uninstalling 2 programs it still wont run....theres like 570 mb free...it should run...sonofabitch....
so anyway rite now mirs putting my hawk in curlers...not fer any reason in particular....and im gonna sleep with them in and have wonderfully curly hair tomorrow...awww....rnt i sweet??
once again i accomplished nothing today....i was still awake @ 8am so i went to breakfast by myself..wooo...i dont really know what i did all nite....but it just kinda flew by....weird so anyway i ended up going to bed sometime after 9...good job....needless to say i once again missed all my classes....i woke up at like 3 er 3:30 when mir came home....so then i was good and decided to read some more about the stupid athenian empire...and well by 4:30 i could stay awake no longer so i went back to sleep...mir woke me up again @ 5:30 and then we went to din-din....like 2mins after we got back erin showed up and asked if i wanted to go to the caf and i went again....this time i got a plate of rice...it tasted like bugs.....so i made a pac man outta it and erin gave me her bottle cap fer the eyeball...oh ya were soo fucking cool!
i spent the rest of the nite on the nite....i talked to my brother a lot....hes a cool little kid that guy is....hes not really little hes like 15....but im very proud of him....he has my taste in music...wooo...hes getting outta the whole limp bizkit rapcore stage that he was in....he told my hes thinking about getting dreds er a trihawk...he kix ass....he also told me that he shaved his legs....lol!! now thats just too fucking hilarious....but the little bastard used my razor....oh well hell buy me a new one....oh ya...i told him that i thought jay (dads girlfriends son) was cute....he teased me...about wanting to fuck him and catch this "wanting to suck his dick into my mouth" lol!! that nasty little fucker i swear!! but then he told me that when he met carolyns (my dads girlfriend) daughter he thought she was hot fer a couple days.....so i laffed @ him.....were screwed up but thats ok i dont mind it makes life interesting
speaking of being screwed up i also learned from my brother that when i was a kid i black mailed him...and i actually got money outta him too...i dont remember it but i believe him....like i said i was a fuct up kid.....
and now i have 16 curlers in my hawk....i think ill take a pic when i get on the computer....yeah...

im actually kinda tired....maybe ill go to bed tonite instead of staying up until my classes r over tomorrow morning....hmmmm...well see..
bah...im so...bored...i want a boy....some way fer me to xpend my energy...even if its only by talking on the fone er whatever....i want to cuddle...*pout*....damn being singles not really a hell of a lot of fun when u live in a town where theres next to no guys yer attracted to......gadzoox!! my life is soooo hard.....well not really but its not xactly peachy keen either....but things could be and have been worse so i guess ill stop bitching....try to hold back the applause.....hmmm...bed...ttfn