time: 10:07pm
listening to: "love cats" the cure
well i didnt update at all this weekend cuz i didnt really have time er anything....but anyway here we go with the update...
thurdsay: well lets see.....my dad picked me up @ like 10:45 er something......and then we had a long drive to orangeville.....wooo....so me and my dad talked a little in the car....and then we at like 1 er so we got to the hotel in orangeville where we were crashing cuz my dad had court their the next morning....and ya.....i fell asleep @ like 2:30am...woo fun day.....
friday: so since dad had court at freakin 9 he set the alarm fer like 7....oh ya....nice and fucking early....so blah i got up got showered and then we left fer the court house.....i had raspberry pie fer breakfast......mmmm.....healthy.....and then i went to the courtroom and watched my dad plead out other ppls traffic tickets......oh the xcitement was overwhelming i tell u.....so then at like 9:15 (yes it only took 15 mins...but it seemed a hellofalot longer i tell ya) we headed fer walkerton...u may recognize the town name......ppl died there last yr cuz of ecoli in the water.....ya....thats where i went.....woo.....
anyway first we went to hanover....cuz dad had to help do some lunch thing fer his rotary club.....and i the lucky girl that i am got to help....so ya.....that was like 10:40 til like 1:30 and i tell u by the end of that i was so ready fer fucking bed man....
then finally at like 2 we got to my dads girlfriends place....well he lives there now too....anyway i was sposed to be going to london with my dads girlfriends son jay cuz he and his friends were going and blah blah whatever.....so i was told to be ready by 3.....so i was....i was all showered and makeuped and everything.....and then it was 4......and then it was like 5....i hate waiting fer ppl it drives me freaking mad....but finally sometime after 5 jay showed up.....
now i never met jay b4 friday.....and when i walked out to the hall where he came in the first thing i notice was......beer....he fucking reeked of beer....oh man i had to hold in my lafter cuz he was standing there talking to his mom and my dad and he just reeked!! it was bloody hilarious cuz i knew that my dad could smell it and fuck it was just funny shite i tell ya...
so anyway i left with jay and his friend whos nickname was herm....i think....so anyway we head out to herms car and blah head to the store.....jay sez that he going to this party blah blah i tell him about the ox baker show @ the whippet he sez he mite go but just to be safe in case i get stuck at the party i pick myself up a 26er of silent sam...mmmmm.....so anyway.....after we all finished picking shit up we went to hammers house....another one of jays friends.....so ya.....i drank.....and drank some more....so ya...by like 6 when we left to pick up their other friend i was feeling it.....oh ya....
so we pick up their friend wells and we head fer london.....i kept drinking my vodka and cranberry juice and ya....i was pretty fuct.....the drive to london is like 2hrs er something.....i really dont remember much of it.....i remember them asking me if i was ok to which i reply "im good just fuct" er something of the sort.....so we get to their friends place in london...and i started drinking again....now i have no idea what time anything that we did on friday happened....its all pretty much a blur...so this is a brief outline of my nite in london
1)hung out at kevin and trevors place....ppl came.....i kept drinking
2)we all bussed it to the keg party....when we got there i kept drinking
3)jay and some of his friends decided to hit the bars....i came along....drank on the bus to downtown....
4)went to jim bob rays....the biggest fucking meat market bar in london.....jay bought me a drink inside....i had some of his beer..
5)we left and took a cab back to the kegger.....i think i did a shot of something....i dont know...my alcohol was in someones backpack so it wasnt my booze...
6)me jay and another one of his friends cabbed it back to his friend kevins place.....i was still fuct
7)i took out my contacts and my bra in the living room while watching tv and listening to the boys tell stories
8)jay er @ least i think was jay....took me to a room where i could sleep and i past out
so that was friday nite to the best of my recollection....
saturday:well i woke up cuz someone came into the room i was sleeping in to answer the fone....i think it was like 10:30 er something.....so i got up and went out to the living room.....the rest day was divided into me sitting there watching tv sleeping and trying to figure out what was going on....cuz jays other friend sleep er something like that.....he was driving ppl back to walkerton and his car broke so he had to get it towed to canadian tire and get it fixed and blah blah.....so by the time i figure out that we were staying in london again that nite it was like 5:30.....so i called my moms and she came to pick me up....aww....i love her shes my woman...
i went home had a shower ate and then went to renees.....i was planning on drinking the small amount of vodka that i had left over from the nite b4 but i ended up just mixing a small glass and giving it to alicia instead cuz i didnt feel like drinking it...but we found some pot in the bong.....oh man i had one hit and i was so totally fuct....the nite was cool.....renee got really drunk and past out around 1.....me and alicia walked home at like 1:30 er something.....i went to alicias and got my hoodie (yeah) and my tank girl tshirt (woo) that she borrowed in the summer.....we talked fer a bit but we were both pooched so i went home.....crashed out on the couch in front of the tv watching "drop dead fred" it was cool....
sunday: so this morning my mom woke me up at 7:30 cuz she had to drive me back to jays friends in london so i could catch a ride back to walkerton cuz all my clothes and shite were there....so i ended up getting to the place at like 8:40 er something....man i was so tired....and i tried to sleep but ppl get moving around and calling and shite.....bah no sleeping fer me.....i think we ended up leaving at about like i dunno 12ish......
car ride to walkerton long and boring.....i made them stop cuz i had to pee...we got to jays place around 2ish....our parents werent there...so i did some work..woo yeah me....i got a ride back to peterboro at 4 from some adam guy...i slept like the entire way back....i think it took like almost 4 hrs to get here....ahhhhh...such a long ride with ppl i didnt know at all....anyway i got home a little after 8 and the rest of the nite ive sat here and been riting this on and off (its now like 1:10am) bah.....so now im done thank god.....
but the most screwed up thing about this weekend?? i have a crush on jay...the guy that may as well be my stepbrother...oh god im a freak.....but hes cute....and nice....and pierced....and ya...im soo horny lonely whatever...i want a boy...*sigh* oh well.....maybe someday soon a beautiful and wonderful boy will come into my life...ah....*sigh*
time: 2:35am
listening to: "torn apart" raised fist
i just realized that i didnt talk about wednesday.....so heres what went down.....i didnt sleep at all wednesday.....well i liedi slept fer about 15mins then the fone woke me up....it was my dad calling about the weekend.....anyway wednesday we went to the bar.....i started drinking @ like 9:30...id finished all 4 of my growers by 10:30 and i was totally loaded....totally fucking smashed....we all went to the trash me erin matt patricia and i danced like a mofo....im not sure what time we left but we had to leave cuz this chic was trying to make out with erin and she wasnt really all about that so we took off.....we got home at like i dunno 3ish and i was still had a good buzz on....it was a uneventful nite but a fun one.....
and now ya i really should go to sleep but ill prolly talk to rachel on icq fer a little longer cuz i love her...ttfn