Pushing me away

I've lied/To you
The same way that I always do
This is/The last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

 

[Everything falls apart/Even the people who never frown/
Eventually break down]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
[Everything has to end/You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind]
The sacrifice is never knowing*

 

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away**
( ** )

 

I've tried/Like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is/The last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
( * , ** ,** )

 

[ We're out of time left to watch it all unwind ]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
[ We're out of time left to watch it all unwind ]
The sacrifice is never knowing
( ** , ** )