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I don't know what is going on with you lately, but would you care to share
with me why you've been such a bitch lately? I've been nothing but nice all
month but suddenly you're like the ice queen of winter wonderland. I talk to you
and you bite me head off! I can't get what's up with you. One minute your
telling me parts of your life and all opening up to me, next your completely
shutting me off, and even the slightest thing irritates you. And then there's Noah. Look, I don't know if I told you before, but me and
Noah are close buds, in fact, ever since Alex just screwd me over in year 7,
Noah has pretty much become my best friend. And i KNOW sumthing is up with him.
He's been completely baffled ever since that date that you two had a little
while ago. He told me something about some other guy. If you are going out with
some other guy, you better dump him cause you have NO idea what you are missing
out on. I hope that this has nothing to do with Matty. You told me that there was
absolutely nothing romantic between you guys though, so I doubt its about him.
I'm just checking though. Anyways, my cousin Kiera is over my house at the
moment. I went with her to church camp last year, even though i don't really
have much of a religion, and we kinda became close after that. Do you know that
during one of those very brief periods of time wen Amba and Alex had a tiff,
that Kiera went out with him? Argh, you cannot believe how stressed out about it
I was... You know, cause i liked him and stuff (note LIKED... past tense), and I
was also scared that he was gonna break her heart wen Amba decided he'd
grovelled enough and wanted him back. Cause I knew as soon as Amba gave him the
green light, he'd drop Kiera like a hot potato. Kinda like he did to me eh? But
when it actually did happen, it turns out he really DID care for Kiera... and he
actually was really nice and gentle about it, and he made sure he didn't get
back with Amba for at least a month. I should've known that a guy I liked
wouldn't be so horrible, but I guess i was just so used to expecting the worst
from him. Well, i gotta go to tutoring... *sigh*, i just wanted to check watsup... TTFN~ Jaycee
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LOOK. I don't know what Noah's been telling you, but things were totally screwed with Matty and I a few months a go. It's kinda complicated, maybe a little like you and Alex... before you decided to hate him, that is. It's really none of your business anyway.
What was with the whole thing about your cousin. Does it really matter? Do I really care? I mean, you're over Alex, or so you say, so it shouldn't mean anything to you, either.
What was I thinking? TRYING to make friends again? Enough happened at Delaney, don't need that here. Just leave me alone, ok?
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Look, i'm just trying to be a friend. I thought that you trusted me. Look, noone else noes anything about this whole Alex thing except for you, so tgat should give you an indication of how much of i friend i consider you to be. So why can't you just tell me wats rong? Maybe i thought we were closer than we actually were? And it definately is my business. Anything that concerns Noah, concerns me. He's been there for me through almost everything, and I should be there for him. You really hurt him OK? He told me he met Matty... during your date and you freaked. I thought there was nothing going on with you and Him? so why is he such a problem!? how the hell does he know me anyway? I noe, so many questions... but look, i'm just worried. Not only about Noah, but about you. I can help. You always feel better about things if you talk to sumbody. Trust me, I would know.
about the alex and cousin thing? Fine, just don't care about anything in my life. You are the won that told me to tell you wat was up and stuff... if you didn't care than you didn't have to be so insensitive. Just because you and Matty have a little bit of a problem, it doesn't mean that you have the right to be incredibly rude, not to mention bitchy. Not just in the letter either.
Going to go now. Bye
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Why don't you just take a hint and leave me alone? The way you talk about Noah anyone would think that YOU liked him and that YOU were going out with him. Well you know what? At the moment I'm too screwed to even figure out what I want. So maybe it would just be better if you DID go out with him. I mean, you're so worried that I might be hurting him so much, even though I don't want to. Noah's a great guy, and you know what? I don't deserve him. I've treated him like crap and I'm sorry i did that, but i don't know how to get him back...
I'm sooooo sorry about all the stuff I've said. I'm just really confused and stuff at home isn't all that great either... listen, I've been talking heaps about myself and my problems lately... I still haven't figured out how Matty knows you though... All he's told me so far is that it was a passing by thing. I haven't talked to him much recently...
What's been going on with you and Alex? I know you guys had a huge fight or something but why don't you even TRY to make up with him? He sent you a whole bunch of emails apologising and did you reply? Geez Jaycee... give the guy a break. I mean, I KNOW he's going out with Amba and all, but you've gotta give him a chance. maybe talk to him for a little or something. Don't tell me you haven't had the urge to ring him up and apologise for everything, even though you know it's not your fault. I think you should ring him...
I feel like I should write you a long email, but I really can't at the moment. Even if it IS the last week of school these teachers are STILL bombarding us with work!
Love, Adele
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