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| ~HIM~ The darkness pulls me under I cannot see I fell into love And this is what I get To be frozen by the power That he has over me I fight everyday to set myself free But every time I look into his eyes I see the pain and poblems That are held deep inside I know he's hurt I feel his pain But it seems like there's nothing I can do I want to save him From himself I watch everyday AS he gets swallowed Against his own will I cannot save him He will not listen To the helpfulness I offer As the hours fly by I wonder why He won't call for Helo can't he see The pain he's going through Can't he feel it when it Gets shoved through him Everyday |
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| ~Drowning~ By. Barbara Roberson I'm drowning in a pool Of my own selfish desires A pool of hatred, evil, Destruction, and lies A pool of blood lays At my feet Because of what desires seeks Painful moan, shouts, Shrieks, and scream Nothing is exactly What it seems Drowning, drowning In my pool Of lies and pain And me the fool I cannot breathe I hear no sound Pity me For I have drowned I have drowned Because of you Only because I thought You loved me too I pity those who Fall in love Who get played Damn the dove When in thought You realize How every night He's made you cry I'm sorry but You're drowning And he sits there And he's frowning Leave while you can Before it's just to late I've left him because The relationship was a fake It was he who made Me sad It was he who made Me drown It's me who's Softly, sadly, Drowning |
| ~Drowning Part II~ By. Barbara Roberson I'm drowning once again The tide's pulling me under I sink beneath the surface Because of one huge blunder No one can...can save me Oh god I'm starting to stutter The ice and water is Too cold, it's impossible to utter Even a small whimper Of protest can't escape My lips are so cold Is this my sad fate? Why must I sadly die In your misgiving place? Why did you lie Straight to my face? I wouldn't have hit you If you didn't hit me first I only I knew hitting You back would be worst Because you repeatedly hit me Until I passed out And then you hit me Again when I started to shout Because I woke up In the trunk of the car And panicked because I knew I pushed you too far Soon I heard the water And the car came to a halt You opened the trunk and Said this was all my fault You slammed my head to the ground And tied my foot to a rock Then carried me down to the water And then threw me off the dock I flew through waves Like a bat out of hell My life soon over With a story to tell I was killed by a man Who sure as hell didn't care But I thought he did That's why I didn't have a prayer Now I am dead At the bottom of the sea Because I let this man Take advantage of me |
| ~Things That Drive Me Crazy~ Perfectionist Relationships Technology Computers Parents Family Friends The light to my lizard tank My dog when it barks Boyfriends Sports Freaks Cold winter days When people spread lies My cat People who push you to explotion Weeds in the garden My very small room People with their problems School in the morning And love when it's holding you back This is what drives me crazy |
| ~A Prisoner~ A prisoner thats what I am To this world that has no end To the pain thats inside The screams of it all That's what I am the prisoner I want to show you I want To give you what I always Wanted, but you shut me out You block me away It's unfamilar, it's strange This pain, The screams Why am I going through this Why can't I let go, I don't know I thought there was something there Something that I like that I wanted But now I'm unsure, I know I still Want you, I know I still care I screwed up everything and I Hate the way I am, I want to change Really I do, I would do anything For you |
| ~I Am The Panther~ I am the panther that walks the night That hunts for food by the moon light I am the panther that strikes with out warning That can be kind and gentle in the morning I am the panther that prowls the woods Searching for the lost one that wanders alone I am the panther that is in digise to all around I am the panther that comes out at night To find the meaning to it all I am the panther |
| ~ANIMALS~ This world is full of animals That feed off each other For food, power, and strength They find it amazing to see others hurt Yet when its one of there own They fight for nothing, but they think power To make them look like fools They huddle together in groups, Quads, pairs, but they are always Together never alone They think their so strong But they can't be without Each other or they fall They call on one another for strength Not thinking on their own They call on one another as if they are one That's why I don't belong I rather be on my own, alone |
| ~WHY~ Tell Me Why does my heart still beat for you Why does my mind still wants the think Of you Why does the blood that runs through my Body Still yerns for you Why in my dreams do you reappear Why does your name escapes my lips Why the whispers that run out my mouth your Name is in Why when I cry the tears that run down my Cheeks your in and I know it when I taste them Why are you the only one I care about After all You did to me Why am I even writing this when you wont Even listen or bother to read this to understand Anything, but I understand one thing I love you And I always will To Kyle Sheets, my insperation |
| ~Love and Death~ by. Barbara Robertson Cutting through my viens I see your eyes I can't seem to stop it I'm mesmorized Blood can't stop pouring You hold me close to you Blood stained whispers "I love you" Cry out for me, love Show me you are Because when you wake I will not be there So kiss my lips softly Love me in pain I can't help but die alone In my crrimson rain Will you stay there And hold me close to thee Because come tomarrow I'll be a forgotten memory |
| ~I Want To Be Noticed~By. Linzie You never understand me You think that I am weird You look at me as if I don't belong I may be different and not what you want I'm preppy or pretty Cute or cuddly I may be the ktty with really sharp claws That scratches, bites, and kills But if you look deep enough And servive the claws You might see the scared Little kitten hiding in the corner Just wanting to be noticed Not ignored what should I do I want to be noticed I'm screaming "Notice me please make me feel wanted" Thats all I want |
| ~Scars~ By. Linze Scars, what are they? Are they the things that show upojn your face, Arms, legs, and the rest of your body When you get hit, hurt, or stabbed Yes, but sometimes you can't always see Sometimes there's scars that don't show The ones held deep inside that never show I have many scars some that are seen and Some that arn't, some people know And some people don't Scars from dogs, cats, lizards, pinyatas, Gymfloors, and outdoors But they don't compare to the scars That hide, that are there because of what People do, the ones that comes from Love, lust, betrayals, and fights Everyone has them, they don't always know So they don't they don't always show But mine do |