The shadow of a girl I used to know
Caught between existing and living
Forced to ballance precariously on the edges of destiny
Crying, for the eternity of pain which I must endure is deafening
Do you wake up grasping for me in the pale morning?
Are you alone in your agony?
Your sad eyes burn deep into my memory
Do you feel me?
Have you seen me?
Standing here along the wall
Desperately searching for strength
Fervor
Something to live for
I mourn the berated sun
His freedom
His captivity
His blatant existence
Like me
Caught between living and existing
Balancing rigorously along the edges of life
Searching for the unseen future
The unknown
I yearn to surrender unto this maddness
And proclaim my little world as yours