Harder to walk down
Because I know it's my last chance
To watch those who I've seen for so long
Yet never known at all
I think I understand you today
In all your acrid silence
It took me all these years
...God, we wasted all these years
It's all over tomorrow
And yet I'm still afraid
I'm walking down this moonlit mile
Looking straight ahead
Fidigeting in your silence
P.S.
(I laughed as you bled)
Don't hate me in my apathy
This bitterness I bare
It's really all your doing
(But you don't really care)
I'm just a girl you met along the way
Trying to fit in
But I was such a burden
To your image
...I was your precious sin
I've wasted all these years
Walking down this moonlit mile
Even in the light
You never noticed my pain
Or my shame
I've come to know a lot of things
Through all these wasted years
But most of all
I've come to know
The emptiness
Of walking this moonlit mile,
Completly and utterly alone