I forget why I cry.
Heavy tears and blood smears
And I can breathe again.
I fill you inside of me
Cascading through my veins.
I am full with you.
I tingle behind my eyes,
But I do not cry.
Time blurs past me.
I forget where I am.
Floating for a while,
Then sinking into a deeper abyss.
Nietzsche said
"When you gaze into an abyss
The abyss also gazes into you."
I never understood that until now.
I awaken to new senses.
Distorted faces in bright colors.
Heat upon my back,
And I am free of pain...
Breathe in...
Breathe out...
Breathe in...