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| Thursday, 10/16/03 Ok, I haven't updated this page in awhile, but thats a good thing because it means that I have been keeping busy (having a life) My life doesn't really suck as bad as I though it did, but at times it does suck. anyone that actually reads my page and my journal page may be intrested in were I am in my life write now (even though I have no clue why) I am finally amlmost done with school. I have to suffer through this last year of college, thank god. I some how have manged to graduate a whole year early which really is amazing. I use to know why I worked hard to graduate a whole year early, but I have know idea why now. I guess so I could graduate and either go back to school to get my masters or get a job. Both options seem less and less fun as the days go bye, but thats ok. I really haven't had a bad year at all. Besides a few weird events ( my parents got divorced, pretty much disrupting my whole life, moving me into a new house ect. then three months later my dad moves back in and everything starts over again, but other then that it was cool) This quarter has been a long hard quarter for me, and its not even half way over. I have a certain class that is threatening to ruin my chances of graduating early (its always weird to me that one class can screw everything up) The issue is I just need to STUDY! |
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| Tuesday 10/21/03 I think there is a certain age when, you officaly don't need your parents. what I mean I guess is that there is a point when your parents are no longer needed in your everyday life, you work and support yourself, you cook and clean. At this point I believe it is very advisable to move out. I am at this point in my life. I am 6 months away from being 21 and definetly feel the need to move out., but the funny thing is part of me still doesn't want too. Thats enough of my rambling the readers digest version is. My parents are getting on my nerves, my friends are gettign on my nrever and did I mention my parents are gettign on my nerves. Some how in my house my 16 year old brother was given the premission to boss me around. Nothing bothers me more then when I am trying to talk to my parents and my brother says something, and my parents just let him say it. so of course I tell him to shut up or something along those lines, and who gets yelled at but me. Well luckily I have an really busy week and next week is Halloween, which give me an excuse to go to a party. |
| Wednesday 10/29/03 Some people really get on my nerves, and my friends boy friend is definetly one of those people. He just assumes that he knowes everything and I know nothing. He walk around all the time telling my to shut-up and constantly tells me how stupid I am ect. Well I try to be nice for the sake of my friend, but it is getting to the point that I don't want to be around her as long as she is around him. I was suppose to spend Halloween with him and some other friends but I'm not sure I can make it through the night and keep my mouth shut with out getting mad. I have no idea why he feels the need to constantly say something about me. If he spent half as much time worrying about himself, and his shitty grades in school, and his own problems. He wouldn't have so many problems. Right now I just got done spending the afternoon with him and I swear I won't do it again (but I always say this and always end up doing it again) well I think that this journal entry really doesn't make much sense but I'm mad and annoyed, frustrated and confused so I suppose it doesn't have too. |
| Sunday 11/23/03 I am definatly not one of these people that can write in a journal everyday (or spell). The only reason I'm writing tonight is because its 1 a.m. in the morning I just got off work, and I don't want to go out, and I can't sleep. Here is one piece of good news I am done with school for this quarter on Decmeber 8, I think. In case anyone wants an update on my friends boyfriend, as time goes by I seem to hate him more, and I am totally one of those people who thinks hate is a strong word so I am using for lack of a better word. Just something about him bothers me, and maybe its the fact that hes rude to me and I feel like I can't yell at him, or he is way to young. There really isn't that big of an age differnce between the two, but he is really immature when it comes to reltionships, and I just don't have a lot of patience for that, but I suppose she does. I also don't like him because I think they are moving too fast, but I know if I was her in the same situation I would be moving just as fast or faster so I really am not in a postion to say anything. |