Terror building ..Where am I?
Looks like a hospital..but why?
Doctors groping..pawing at me-
I am fine - why can't they see?
Schizophrenia I heard someone say-
Let me alone..don't want to hear what you say!
Nurses asking questions..why am I here?
My minds in a turmoil of pain and fear!
Blood on my shirt..what did you say?
I tried to kill my wife today?
I don't believe you..leave me alone!
Keep your medicines- I'm going HOME!
Schrizophrenic someone whispers so low-
Give me my clothes ..I'm going to go!
Oh god, the emotions churning in me-
what is false and what's reality?
I picture a knife..Oh what have I done-
The demons in my mind...they have won!
I struggle to leave - the doctors hold me down-
Bloody images twirling around.
Held here against my will- fighting to be free-
One doctor on the floor..another holding me.
What is that white thing you hold in your hand-
Putting it around me - I can hardly stand!
Now I can't move - what are you doing to me?
Take this thing off! Just let me be!
Giving me a shot. i scream whyyyy-
My mind is a jumble - I start to cry.
I sit in this room now - silent and alone-
No body cares - Everyones gone.
The silence is deafening - the nite is so long-
Why am I here - I've done nothing wrong???
Written By Linda M. Hill
