| Trying so hard that it hurts... cutting yourself till it bleeds... fading...apearing again... trying not to desapear... When it all just falls apart... in the cruelest of the ways... when it can't get any worse... although you've given your best. When there's nothing in the glass and there's nothing left to do... when you finally find out... there's nothing out there for you. And you're there stuck in the middle... just not knowing where to go everything falling around you... and you're there standing alone... Building walls of pain around you... wishing you could just go numb... not believing what just happened... feeling so stupid and dumb... Caught in an endless cruel cycle... in an endless carrousel... seeing way too many colors... not catching any of them... Cause it's the end... |