| I've caught a glimpse of that state of mind where complex seems extremely simple and puzzles are of a sudden whole. Where everything's clear but nothing hurts, because somehow I'm beyond self worth. How can I talk about the moment when I saw it all from up there... when it's no more than a memory now that I'm back on earth? That amazing clarity... that feeling of being completely open but untouchable at the same time. The realization that these two are not contradictions but that from a certain place, they're nothing but the same thing. Where complexities melt and paradoxes are not. Where you can see yourself clearly without it affecting your self-worth. (only then can you really see yourself clearly. As if there is self worth attached to what you're seeing, you'll have selective view). How many more shady places in me and how many more torches will it take for me to see? And when it's all under light... Wonder if I'll still be me. Clear beyond complexity. A state where I've lost the need for big words and complicated logic... because everything's too clear and simple. Logical without intellectualizing it. Deep without maze-like trains of thought. I feel above my life today. Simply and beautifully above myself. |
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