Hey its rissa lol you probably thought i fell in the toilet or something na just been out n' about lol i just wanna let you know i have another website now its on my space its under my linkage lol so go ahead and check it out its a pretty cool place you can meet people and everything you would be amazed how many people you know are on there!!! i found a lot of people!! but anyhow i am still with jimmy we see eachother more often now that its summeri got a new celly so make it ring 2964851 welp get at me ok xxjrissagurlxx on aim!!! *Rissa*
Hey lol its MARISSA lol i haven't been on here in forever lol i dunno if anyone even reads this anymore lol but oh well lol i will keep posting anyways!! So how is everyone lol let me know ok! i have been so bored lately but this weekend i will be having fun!! Its well needed i am so bored and just blah! Its 1:23 in the morning lol i usually get into this thing where i stay up like really late in the summer lol and sleep til like 2 the next day!! welp i changed the layout lol actually this is a wallpaper but oh well i think it looks good i like it! Jimmy finally turned 20 lol on june 14th i haven't gotten him anything yet but i will today my mom is taking me to the mall finally!! Well i think i might go to bed now i will ttyl byes!!*Rissa*
Sorry i haven't written in a while been tring to get my computer up and running again it got reformated lol thank goodness it needed it so bad!!! It was so slow it was about to stall!! lol but anyhow i got all A's and B's on my interm lol and my momma got a new car its a hatchback but it is really nice looking even tho here soon my dad with destroy it cuz he doesn't know how to take care of anything!!! Man people tick me off they always have to run their mouths the second you tell them something!!! People piss me off! but whatever i am not gonna worry about it cuz i dont have to deal with it no more i am so bored and tired! I cant wait to get outta here it will make my day!!! My dad is a hypocrit!!! *Rissa*
Rest In Peace William Pyatt 1963-2005 Good Friend. Hello for you that dont know who i am talking about Bill was a good family friend and last night Feb.7th he killed himself by hanging himself in his home. i guess he was lonely but you never really know unless you were there its just so shocking that he would do that he was like an Uncle to me!! *Rissa*
Man am i bored!!! But i kinda am excited cuz me and Jimmys 3 year anniversary is next wednesday on the 2nd and i cant wait!! Even tho we probably wont do anything cuz we dont have a lot of time to be together and Jimmy is just a butthole so he will probably disappoint me but who knows i am tring not to get my hopes up lol!! but anyhow i joined the chior at Park which i really didn't wanna have to go to all these concerts and banquets and crap but you have to to get the grade lol i just wanted to go to the class and sing for 45 mins a day then go on with my life!! lol bbuuutttt nooo i got sucked into all this stuff!! but oh well it probably wont be too bad? well atleast i hope not. Well i gtg so i can get my computer reformated thank goodness cuz this thing is a piece of crap right now!! *Rissa*
WEll Its a New Year and so far mine has sucked big monkey balls!!!! Me and Jimy got into a fight on New Years Eve so rang in the New years fighting is that a great way to start the New Year? lol i think so! HAHA! And i am starting to flip out!! Cuz ok i told my mom the truth about when i get outta this house i dont think that her or my dad will ever see me again and she got pissed and went back and sent my dad out to fight her battle!!! She have been doing that ever since i was young!! lol Nice role model right? well anyways my dad grounded me and i haven't seen Jimmy since Wednes. and i was supposed to see him today but noooooooo my dad looves seeing me in pain!! so he is in heaven right now lol as i am in hell! And Jimmy isn't making me feel any better b/c after he found out that he wasn't aloud to see me today at all he went over to a friends house and they are going to Wheeling Downs after the Jets vs. the Steelers game is over i was talking to him earlier while hw was there and he was being a dick just becuz he wanted to make his friends laugh!! Whenever he is talking to me while he is at his house alone he is not mean at all hardly but whenever he is around his friends he tries to act cool and freaking sits there and says crap like "Get fucking pissed" and earlier he was joking but he said that he didn't care that he was gonna go out and have fun while i sit at home in hell!! ANd boy is he gonna hear about it the next time i talk to him!! I am about fed up with everything and everybody!!! I mean i get introuble for telling the truth and then my bf is being a dick to me i mean i bet he is at his friends house just having a ball and not even missing me at all since he hasn't seen me since Wednes. THIS IS BULLSHIT!! lets hope it gets better???? *Rissa*
Well i am ticked beyond belief!! Its 1:46am right now and all i have to say is GUESS WHAT I AM DOING FOR NEW YEARS????? Absolutly Nothing!! cuz my dad wants me to stitch my days that i get to see jimmy from saterday to Friday so that i can see Jimmy tomorrow night i mean like from 8pm to like 1 am maybe and then me not get to see him at all til Monday!!! This is so dumb i turned 16 and i am not aloud to do anything i mean i have to have scheduled days that i get to see jimmy on!! Only b/c my dad doesn't want me to be with Jimmy!!! This totally sucks i never get to do anything i want to do it always has to be my parents way or the highway! I mean i wanna start the new year with the man i love not at home by myself!! But ok i am gonna go to bed now so i can start my molding process!! byes! *Rissa*
Hey Whooooo lol i am so happy i pretty much have all my christmas shopping done i dunno how i did it but i got the money and impervised lol i still have to get Jimmy something which i am doing on thursday and plus a couple family memebers to buy for but me and shelli worked out this plan that she would buy it and put both our names on it! lol saves money ya know lol! OMG i cant believe it is -1 degree's outside thats insane!! I was outside earlier putting up this gay christmas decoration it looks like a christmas tree but its just plastic with lights wrapped around it and it got all tangled up and i was out there forever tring to get that thing untangle that thing but i stopped after i started to feel like i was getting frost bite on my hands under my gloves!! Thats so messed up! I wrapped all the Christmas presents i got, today and it was cool lol at least i got it out of the way and took up a lil of my day lol since i had nothing to do today!! Plus made out all the My Christmas cards today and i still need some peoples address' lol well i am gonna go get them lol ttyl BuH ByEs! *Rissa*
Well i have a feeling that this Christmas is gonna really suck big butt!! I have no money to go and get any xmas presents i mean i have 45 dollars but thats not nearly enuff so i am really hoping that my sister shelli will give me some money! my grandparents only gave me 25 dollars lol if it was My cuzins asking for the money they probably would have gotten like 200 dollars!! And i dont wanna explain why b/c someone might read this and get poed! and my mom only gave me 20 dollars so far! and she doesn't get paid until the 17th!! I am so ticked i think that this xmas is gonna suck! this bites! i hope it works out somehow tho! Cuz if it doesn't i will be really upset! This has been an interesting week at school so far two people were caught in one of the girls bathrooms screwing and then one girl overdosed on a stimulant and like passed out in first period today! Which is really upseting cuz i know the girl and she is in the hospital and then is gonna be suspended for 10 days after that! and probably gonna have to go into rehab! that would suck if that ever happened to me! Yeh i am gonna ask my mom today if i am aloud to see Jimmy Christmas eve and Christmas Day and if she says no or tells me to go ask my dad i am gonna FLIP OUT i mean its not like i am asking them to sign the forms so i can marry him or something! But anyhow wish me luck! love ya! BuH ByEs! *Rissa*
Lol Sorry i haven't written in a while lol i have been busy with Xmas stuff lol like tring to figure out how i am gonna get the money to get people some stuff and i finally figured it out i am gonna get my xmas check from my gpap early this year and my sister *Shelli* said she would give me a lil money when she gets her first pay check from NorthWood lol she gets to wipe butt for a living now lol!! Its hilarious! And well my mom might be giving me a lil bit of money also. well i hope she does. I am donating some stuff to the Salvation Army just some things that i dont need or that i figure some other people need more than i do. Me and jimmy have been ok lately he is finally starting to get over me cheating on him! Which i am so happy about!! Jimmy also got his car fixed so now it doesn't make that VURRRRRRRRRRR VUUURRR sound anymore lol!! Amesome! Hopefully my mom will give me a lil money for saterday cuz i think she gets paid here soon and i hope my gpap gives me that check saterday morning so i can go xmas shopping on saterday! Shelli's cat and my cat have been tring to ripe eachother apart! they did it this morning too while everyone but me were sleeping i was getting ready to go to school when it happened i was ahhhhhh!! lol well gtg i think i might go watch The Day After Tomorrow Jimmy bought it for me yesterday! Love Ya! BuH ByEs *Rissa*
Hey Hey Hey!! Wuzz UPPP? lol nothin really here just sittin around the house being bored and really freaking tired! I have actually been falling asleep on the bus lately cuz i haven't been sleeping great lately oh well! Well anyhow i am going to Sadie Hawkins tomorrow night whooo this should be big fun huh lol? Well me and Jimmy are doing good even tho i did cheat on him last friday and i told him and we are fine i mean he forgave me but said he surely wasn't gonna forget thats for sure! I mean he has some trust issues with me now n' days but we are working it out. anyho lol i dont have any clue what i am gonna wear to sadies lol!! well gtg to see if my sis is still gonna do my hair! BuH ByEs *Rissa*
Well I am very upset my cat of 15 years died Friday night its now Sunday morning and well i just found out last night around 11 30 pm b/c i was at my sisters house friday night then i was with jimmy all day saterday and I cried so much i am so sad this sucks cuz i miss him so bad now that he is gone. Just the otehr day he was laying next to my bed on this body pillow i have laying there and he was meowing at me basically tellin me to lift him up onto the bed so he would lay with me i sat there and brushed hima nd finally he gave up cuz i wouldn't help him up onto the bed and now i regret not lifting him up there!! :( :(I guess he is in a better place now he was suffering with tring to breathe and tring to walk it was so horrible to see him like that so i was very sad for him Well me and jimmy are ok lol we have our lil fights every now and then but nothing really big lol gtg lol talking to way to many people to finish this lol ttyl Buh Byes! *Rissa*
Oh goodness this week has been crappy!! I haven't beenable to get up in the morning cuz i have been so tired!! I was supposed to go to see Saw with shantell but she never called me back and she just like invited her bf even tho i never invited him!! Then i asked my friend Courtney if she wanted to go see it then i came home found out my mom had to work at 7 and that if we were gonna go then we had to get a ride off her mom well her mom wasn't in a good mood so she never asked and she also had a shit load of chores to do around the house so i ended up staying in tonight which sucks big monkey balls!! Oh yeh i am also a lil perturbed at jimmy cuz he never gets off his knees long enuff *if you get what i mean* to stand up to his boss cuz he has to work tomorrow morning!! And it sucks cuz i bet he is gonna be there all day i mean regular working hours! 8 am to 5 pm! but he only supposed to be there from 8am to 12noon on saterdays if he even works sat. it sucks!! cuz i dont wanna sit here and wait on his freaking slow ass to get here!! I am just really irritated with everyone and everything right now i think i am having way to much PMS!! who knows i mean it could be all sorts of things lol but i am not a doctor yet that is so i dunno! I am so tired!! lol i wonder if anyone is even coming to my site and looking at it besides me!! lol i mean no one ever signs my gbook or my tag board so i never know! i think i am gonna get one of those counter things lol Ttyl byes! *Rissa*
Man i have been so tired lately lol i have barely been able to get up outta bed in the morning to go to school!! it sucks cuz i feel dead! But anyho lol i finally get to go get my pics today lol its been like 3 weeks since homecoming lol and i am just now going to get my pics lol the school pictures from homecoming should be in tomorrow lol at least from what i heard anyways thats what they told the teachers at the last meeting lol. I am so bored right now i hate waiting for jimmy to get here on the weekdays that i see him lol he doesn't get off work until 5pm which means i have to sit here for like 2 hours after school for him to get here!! My 18th bday is on a monday which is one of the days i see jimmy lol so i will be outta this house on the day that i turn 18!! yaaa and its less than 2 years away lol i can't wait. well i am gonna get get at me alrighty ByEs! *Rissa*
Well lol i dont have school tomorrow *Friday* lol so i dunno what i am gonna do all day!! I am hoping that after my dad gets home from work me and my mom can go out shopping for my bed and a new backpack mine is hurting my back a lot lately so yeh! and plus the one i have now is to small lol! I am so excited that Reese is updating her site more often now lol it gives me something to look forward to when i get online lol! Well anyho lol i am gonna change my layout the one i have now is just to small lol i think anyways lol. And HEYYY people start signing my GBook and Tag Board lol i feel so unloved!!! So far working at the spook house this year has been fun i get to see some old friends and stuff lol this is my 4th year working there lol its been a blast most of the time lol! Last year wasn't so great i dunno i guess some people just thought i was being a total bitch to them so they were being dicks back to me! Oh yeh lol i have been tring to get my HC pics developed lol and even when my mom doesn't do it it still takes a month i am gettin them done this weekend without a doubt i dont care if i have to steal them after they develop them lol!! Cuz the point of me doing them by myself was to get it done sooner than like 3 months *thats how long it takes my mom* buttt nooo its taking forever either the places are closed when i finally get to go do it or Jimmy forgets to stop at walmart lol its just insane so i am defintely gettin them done this weekend!! I have some that friends have given me so i will be posting them after i change my layout here in a few lol BuH ByEs! *Rissa*
