Thursday, October 2, 2003
8:39 p.m.
Okay, I'm sneakin' on again. This time it's a Science assignment. I can't wait until I got to my dad's tomorrow, where I'm actually allowed to be online, that is, unless my mom tells him I skipped. She better not. I'll be so mad!
Anyways, Lea got kicked out today. She kicked Jeremy for sexually harassing her. He sits right behind me in History, and I have History on 5-8 days, and guess what! Tomorrow's a 5-8 day! I'm gonna kill him. He gets on my nerves anyways, and now he got Lea friggin kicked out! 5 days without Lea Lea! What the hell am I gonna do? And on my 1-4 days...I have lunch with her. Today...she wasn't there...do you realize how DEPRESSING that was! LoL! I'll call her at lunch tomorrow. Okay, I'm not obsessed with Lea or anything, but she's my best friend...and...and...and...I gotta have Lea! She plays with tampons with me...
Hmm...anyways! I don't wanna go to Science tomorrow. I got moved into this little fuckin' corner that smells like ASS! No lie...it seriously does! I think we're doing a lab experiment tomorrow, so at least that will get me outta my corner for some of the 90 minutes that I'm in there. Okay, well I seriously better start workin' on this damn Involute stuff! I have to have 50, and I only have 36...okay!
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
5:22 p.m.
Today I actually went to school! Aren't you proud of me? LoL! I'm still not allowed to be on the computer, but I'm "translating French homework"! LoL! I have another page up with a translator on it, so it's not entirely lying, right? Yeah...didn't think so! I have to ride the bus every day now! I don't like riding the freakin' bus because I can't get to school early to talk to Lea! I'm gonna try to get Mom to let me ride with Mitch again next week or somethin'! I just gotta be really good! I'm cravin' Subway. I've wanted Subway since 4th block. No, maybe 3rd block...oh well not important! I get to go to my dad's this weekend, and he doesn't know about me skippin' yesterday, so I'll be able to get online without sneaking! LoL! I was thinkin' about stayin home, but now that I'm grounded, screw that, I'm goin to my daddy's! Plus...I get my CD..hehe! Amber wrote me a letter today that was like begging me to get my mom to let us hang out again. I showed Mom, and she just kinda looked at me and walked away. I think she'll let us hang out again! Okay, well I should go!
Monday, September 29, 2003
5:06 p.m.
I skipped school today..I got caught...lol...I'm so stupid! I'm grounded for three weeks: no phone, no computer *oops lol*, and no going to people's houses. Maybe if I'm good I can bring it down to like a week and a half. I did pretty good when I first got caught, I got my mom not to tell my step-dad or my real dad. My mom's still pretty pissed, she's not letting me hang out with Amber, but uh, I'll change that. Amber's one of my best friends, and my mom knows that. She can't take that away. My mom threatened to send me to Genesis. I think she's gay, because first of all, I'm not a bad kid. For God's sake, I've only done two really bad things and that was sneak out over the summer at like 3 a.m., and this. So, if she thinks I deserve to go to Genesis for that, she's a dumbass.
Anyways, I don't like high school anymore. It really changes people. I lost a lot of friends, and gained a lot of new ones. It's weird though, I mean no one's the same as they were last year. I mean, some popular kids are like loners now! I really don't like it. I mean, a lot of people got more judgemental, and other people got less responsible, I guess. I don't know how to explain it, it's really hard. But, all I know is I hate it!
Well, I should probably go...I'm not supposed to be on here anyways..
Sunday, September 28, 2003
4:17 p.m.
Today was okay. I wanted to go to Lea's again today, but AGAIN, Mom wouldn't let me. She's dumb. Anyways, I was so happy that the Redskins kicked the Patriots asses
! It was a really close game at the end, I was kinda worried...lol...Ashley was making it very nerve-wrecking. At the end, when New England got a touchdown, she made a HUGE deal about that. -Hey Ash, we'll see about next time, eh?- Anyways, Amber should be home pretty soon. She left Maryland at like 10:30 this morning. So, yeah..
I'm trying to decide if I'm going to my dad's next weekend. I wanna go, but I really wanna go to Lea's...so...I don't know what I'm gonna do. I haven't been to my dad's since before school started, and that was August-somethin'. If I go up there, I get my Disturbed CD..lol! My mom made a huge deal about me having Dope on my favorite music list. I was like, um...so? And she was like, well people are going to think you're a freak or somethin. And I was like, wtf! She's so gay sometimes, she really worries me. LoL.
Mom wants me to get offline so I can play Harvest Moon. She thinks it's the coolest thing. I'm just like...whatever...lol..Well, I guess I should go before I get into trouble, I don't want to be "disrespectful"!
Saturday, September 27, 2003
4:05 p.m.
Today has been so boring! I have been babysitting all day. I was planning on going to Lea's last night, but no, Mom had to be a total bitch about my "attitude problem" and how I'm "disrespectful"! For God's sake, I'm 14, what am I gonna do, be the sweetest person ALL the time? Um, how 'bout no! I'm so sick of my mom jumpin all over my back every time I get a little aggravated, I mean, come on! She gets bitchy with me, yet I can't say shit back to her, that's really fair! I should clean my room. It was really clean so I could go to Lea's, but I couldn't go and I got pissed and started throwin shit.
I should go find something constructive to do. I've been online since 9:30 this morning, and now it's 4:10. Well I should go, it got really quiet...and that's a bad thing, since I'm babysitting and stuff...lol..
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