| Her World "Come my child. Come into were it's safe. I'll protect you. Your feel no pain." The elderly man says to the little girl... The girl reached out her hand to the man. He looked so nice. So caring. She didn't realize that looks can decieve. As he grasped her hand, hisfeatur's changed from an elderly gentelman to monstrous looking young man. He pulled her into his world. A world of hate, darkness, bitterness, coldness. A world of no escape.. He dragges her down a darkend hall. She can hear the wild animals howling for her blood. The witches casting there spells. The captives screaming for mercy! she heard a light humming sound coming from a few of the room as she passed them by.... "What do you want of me? I thought you said I was going to be safe!!!!!" "Ha, my dear,dear, child.... do you not know? Don't believe every thing you hear, or see. You must learn to see through the lies." As he turned to look at her, the face that was there just moments ago, wasn't the montrous face of the man that had pulled her, but of the face of the boy she most feared..... "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! Why won't you leave me alone? Why can't you?? What did I ever do to you? Please, leave me alone. Please!!!!????!!! "Why would I want to leave you alone? I gain nothing by that." Stopping at the end of the hall, a door opend. "In there." He motioned with is hand for her to go in. The girl didn't budge. It was dark in there. Scary. "IN!" Since she continued to stand there, frozen, he pushed her in, slamming the door, and locking it. Turning, ever so slowly she took the contents of the room in. A small mattress on the floor, with a single candel, but that was about it. Nothing else. Curling up on the floor. Shivering, she closed her eyes, and started to cry. First in small little wimpers then huge sobs started to come out of her tiny body. Wishing that the horrors would leave her alone. Wishing they would never find her. This room was scary, but at the same time it was dark, and the darkness made her feel safe. She liked the feeling of safety. SHe doesn't feel it very often. She would cherish it while she had it. What was the point of being put here? What is he trying to prove?? She difted into a restless sleep. That night, the dreams came once again, but this time far more worce then they had ever been. She tossed and turned... he was coming for her. He wouldn't leave her alone. He wanted to kill her, rape and hurt her. make the pain everlasting. Never stopping. She was running down an ally way. he was right behind her, a knife in his hand. She tripped, and he cought her.... she woke up screaming. She curled upinto a tight ball, and started to dissociate. She mentally left. going into her own world. The safest palce to be. No one could hurt her there. No one at all. NOt the people who claimed to lover her. Not the people that made her feel like a monster. Not ~him~, not anyone. No one could hurt her. She wouldn't let them. She pictured herself in a dark pit. She wasn't scared. She was in complete controlle. Floating up in the air, she started to hum to herself. She heard a door open, "wake up." She keeped humming. She wasn't going to allow him to hurt her. Allow him to win, by getter her out of her wold. " BITCH WAKE UP!" Haha. He thought she was a sleep, But she wasn't. Heared the anger in his voice. The fusteration. "Fine you little slut. Stay that way. Starve to death. See if I care." Saying as he slapped her across the face. Leaving the room. "Ha! You thought you would wake me up. You got another thing comeing to you. I won't let you win this. I won't ever let you win this game. You won't hurt me again. I'd die before I let you ever touch me." She started to rock some more... Humming lullabys to herself. Days patsted, going into months. Soon the years pasted her by. No one ever coming to see her. No one remembering that she was locker away in that small, dirty cell. She was forgotten. But perhapes that's for the best. She was left in peace. Humming. Rocking. Remaining Safe. Not Living. Not Dieing, just exisiting... |