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| That is what she rememberd. The man had wanted her dead, he was the one that had come and stood over her earlier. That was all she had rememberd untill she had woken up, with her memory lost. He was the man from her dreams, her dreams had come true. That is why she was bleeding so much. She didn't know how long she had been in the forest, but she did know that her time was coming to an end. She knew she was going to die. Even though the guardian said she might still live , she knew it was unlikely. There were to many wounds. They were infected, and she was out in the middle of no were, and she knew no one was coming to help her. There were so many things that she had started to remember, she didn't understand why it had to be like this, but she supposes that it was like this because it was what her dreams had told her to be true. She still would never tell any one of what she rememberd, even if she did get out of this alive. It was to painfull to speak out loud. Soon the tears started to flow. Unable to stop them, she just gave in and sobbed. Every thing was painfull. She still didn't understand why these things had happend to her, and perhaps she never would. " You shall know the truth, and the Truth shall set you free..." The guardians words echoed in her head. " I know the truth, but am I free? I know all that has happend." Some of it was not mentioned, did not come to her, but she knew it was there just the same and she accepted that. She started to shake, except this time not from the memories, but from the cold, it started to consume her. She knew her time was coming to an end. Asking her Father to forgive her for everything wrong that she had ever done, she was ready. Ready to go into the light, because she didn't want to stay on this earth any longer. Her will to fight death... was gone. She was giving up. She didn't care any more. She knew she would never have the family that she desired. Wanting the death to come quickly now... she shut her eyes, and then quickly opend them. Looking up at the sky she realized that her death was just how she had dreamed it. She was alone. The sky was clear. Only a few stars. A light breeze was flowing around her. She watched as small delicate rain clouds coverd up the clear sky, and felt the light drizzel wet her face. This to, was also in her dream. The pain started to consumer her, and her breathing became more shallow. She felt the blood fill her mouth. Feeling as if she was being watched, she turned her head only to see the man that had done this to her. He gave her an evil smile, and she knew he would go unpunished for what he had done. Everything was blurry now... but then he spoke... "Your death is coming quickly, but it's going to be painfull. Take my knife, and end it now. It would be so much easier." She shook her head no, even though she was tempted. She had lost ever thing in her life. But she wasn't going to loose this battel. She knew she was dying, and instead of wanting to rush it, and die by her own hand, she would have ratherd death by some one else, and have it be painfull. That way people could not go threw out life and say that she had ended her worthless life on her own. Looking up at the sky one last time. Praying that her friends would have a life that she never was able to get. Her breath left her body. Her guardian took her hand, and they flew up into the air, to go to her finial destination. |
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