I get a certain pleasure from getting called "sir".  Or when I catch a straight girl checking me out.  I don't feel comfortable being called a girl, or being viewed as such.  I'm a boy...genderfuck...tranny...whatever you want to call me. I like to play with "gender"  and society's views of it.  But that doesn't mean that I want a dick.  A silicone one works just fine for me.  Living as a man, but having the body of a women works just fine for me.  I'm not sure if I want to go on T...to be honest, I'm scared of it.  I'm scared of what it will do to my health, and the effects are irreversable.  I do want my breasts reduced.  I think that they are the only thing that give me away. 

Right now, I'm just taking things one day at a time.  I'm young, and I have a long time to do this.  There's no need for me to rush it.  Its a big choice.  It's not something that you decide overnight.  Regardless of what I choose to do, I'm going to do what is right for me.  I'm not going to do what someone else wants me to, or thinks that I should do, just to satisfy them.  I need to make myself happy.
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