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I get a certain pleasure from getting called "sir". Or when I catch a straight girl checking me out. I don't feel comfortable being called a girl, or being viewed as such. I'm a boy...genderfuck...tranny...whatever you want to call me. I like to play with "gender" and society's views of it. But that doesn't mean that I want a dick. A silicone one works just fine for me. Living as a man, but having the body of a women works just fine for me. I'm not sure if I want to go on T...to be honest, I'm scared of it. I'm scared of what it will do to my health, and the effects are irreversable. I do want my breasts reduced. I think that they are the only thing that give me away.
Right now, I'm just taking things one day at a time. I'm young, and I have a long time to do this. There's no need for me to rush it. Its a big choice. It's not something that you decide overnight. Regardless of what I choose to do, I'm going to do what is right for me. I'm not going to do what someone else wants me to, or thinks that I should do, just to satisfy them. I need to make myself happy. |
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