| I see a wandering soul searching deep inside herself a scared, lost little girl, hating herself. When I look at your face, I see the girl i used to love. The girl I would run to and find compfort in her arms. You give me taht stared and hate fills throughout my body.I want to beat you, kill you but at the same time kiss you and hold you until everything is all better...... but those are just my thoughts...inside my head...that will never be spoken from my lips...... |
| Blank Stare I see you you see me I stare, you stare Theirs nothing their The love between us has faded away. Hate is all you sense, or is it? If you take a clsoer look, dig deep into my soul you'll find nothing is what it seems A true bond will last forever. A jealious glimps will dissolvw within seconds. A real kiss will stay between your lips and never slip away. While unfaithful friendship will die, and be buried so deep you can't notice it on the outside. I see you you see me I stare, you stare theirs nothign their the love between us has faded with two souls left in the cold. |
| It's hard to believe...... I still.... |
| I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all my childhood fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase. When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have... All of me. You used to captivate me by your resonating mind, Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase. When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have... All of me. I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along. When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have... All of me. |
| "And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave. Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone. " |
| "These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase. " |
| "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have... All of me. " |
| I loved a Satanic Soul
I was in love with a satanic soul. She wanted to ruin me Watch me struggle and hurt Bit by bit she tore me to pieces All her negative energy releases Beyond my control I confided in her while she embided my soul to hers I will not be locked up I will no longer be in a cage under your authority More difficult situations arise and I find myself Burning into the ablaze, watching my soul shrivel up harden like a cold rock What happened to the blissful side of me? She captured it under her black wings Where my self esteem lacked I am no longer weak I am a sneaky cat who can see into the dark Past your image, I�ll find your mark Satanic angel and kill you, beat you to your last breathe Where I will then lick you goodbye A Lick to all the good and bad memories Without a caring avay for your surrender. Now who�s in the cage? Now who�s locked up? Your find yourself chained by my soul which will torture you and never rest for all eternity. |
| Its hard to believe how a girl you�ve known for 4 years
Will leave you in so many tears, would leave u with so many fears A girl that was like a sister to you made you feel so alone and so blue A girl that made up a guy and all those lies.. like taken up empty space Where our friendship was taking place 4 years of good times all gone to waste because love was really hate my life was all she wanted to tasted 2 years of being lied to.. turned into a couple of months and we were destroyed as best friends. Not only a best friend, but we were girlfriends. So the battle of the Love vs. hate is done cuz in this case this lil kitty won. |
| **Flickering Flame**
I once had a fire, now just a flickering flame which you have been blowing out since the day we became friends . I hate you, your no longer family to me. after what you've done how could you ever be? or had been? just shut your mouth and burn in hell. You think your right? time will tell. |
| **Burn me deep**
I am the wood, you are the fire. you burn me with your sting of anger you dry me out and make me nothing but ashes, dust, air, invisible. But you need to burn or your fire will run out. without me you are nothing still the internal scars you left down on me are unfixable my depression there is no cure. your nothing, but you keep burning me. you burn me deep..no more. no more |
| Unleashed
Past memories skip in my head Waiting for my heart to slip I�m not your toy any more I am no longer beaten by your control You had me chained down, on my two feet I fell in your trap All you wanted was me to suffer You needed me to suffer for you to be happy I think back and remember the emotions, I couldn�t tell the difference between day and night Its all over now, but my mind still wonders in the unforgettable mist of an almost critical death I am unleashed from you |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
|
|
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |