No one really knows who he is. Only a few. I barely know him. I think I'm falling for him. Every time we talk online I begin to like him more and more. It's weird because I've never seen him in person, never felt his touch, and I've never heard his voice. Only imgaes in my head help me fall in love with him. With the Mystery Guy. I don't know if he has the same feelings for me. I wish he did. I'm just so sick of being alone. I need someone of my own. He says I'm cute and sexy. He says he loves me. That's something rare. No one ever says that. I tell him that he's lieing. That I'm nothing. It's true. I am nothing. Not worth it. I want to believe him, but it's so hard to believe someone who you barely know. He's a lot older than me so I bet he's had experience with things. That doesn't really bother me. He tells me not to cry. That he would die if I did. He's such a sweetheart. I love him to death. But these feelings. Are they for real? Does he feel them too? Or will he play me for a fool? Once I stop talking to him online for a while then I forget my love for him. I guess it's infatuation. I don't truly love him then. But when I do talk to him my heart races; I get so nervous. Afraid I might say the wrong thing and have him think I'm a freak. Well more of a freak.