I've been in that mood again. The one where you're happy one minute...then BAM...you're sad. Bi polar? Probably. It's really upsetting too. I don't like it at all. I even took my pill today. What is wrong? I kept falling asleep today and my mom was yelling at me. She said I won't be able to sleep tonight. Yearh right. I always sleep. I stayed up all night last night talking to Matt and Mary. That was fun. I need to go on my bike rides now. I think I'm going to ride all the way down to Fred's road...not to his house...just to that stop sign. Yeah, some of you know what I'm talking about. James wanted me to sneak out again tonight. I didn't want to. He smells. Actually that wasn't it. I just didn't want to see those people. I was suppose to go to Kmart with 'those people' today, but they changed it and I was like 'forget it'. Stupid people. I think I'm doing something with Jackie this week. Carly and I are suppose to do something on Wednesday. But on Wednesday, Jackie is working. I also need to hang out with Blondie. I hung up on her today. All these people came over to her house and she wasn't really talking to me...so of course I got pissed and hung up. Then I had a good time talking to Nate and Jordan. Funny people.

Nate is becoming such a pervert. I hate that. People say it's my fault. IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT! I don't talk about sex around him. I would never. I don't want him knowing all that stuff. But he already does. Damn Brad. I hate him. Yet, love him. Nate is uhhh. I HATE HIM! At times. :-/

I've been thinking about ...her... lately. I miss her so much. I don't even know why I'm thinking about her. I just started a few hours ago. I do miss her though. Like hell. I wish she would get on. I bet her mom took the computer away. Why can't she be on? We could still talk...still be friends.

I miss her. I will love you forever my dear.

ended anger management @ 11:04am