tuesday, may 6, 2003

I've felt like shit lately. I've felt...this feeling that is very undescribable. I hate it so much. I never want to talk to anyone anymore. I'm all talked out. I'll talk to Blondie. That's about it. Everyone else...I just seem to get annoyed with. Well except my new friends...like Amy Smith, Veronica, Liz. I like talking to them. They're cool. Even though most people don't think they are...oh they are. lol My father took me to BurgerKing today. How sweet of him. Then we went to the pet store by WiseWay to look at the puppies. They were so cute. The cutest ones were the Cocker Spaniels, Minature Pinsher(or whatever they're called), Chihuaha(or however you spell that darn TacoBell dog. ha.). I wanted them all..awww. Yay my mother isn't in a bitchy mood today. Thank god. I've been listening to T.A.T.U a lot. I like this cd. It's very...touching. *sigh* I miss.... *sigh* In class I always seem to have a smile on my face. Well...not most of the time. Just when I'm thinking about someone and the fun times I had with that person. Then all of a sudden I'm smiling. Sometimes laughing. I mustn't let people know that I'm smiling or laughing...well for no particular reason. Because all they see if just me sitting there...with no one around. Ok I'm rambling on about nothing right now. It probably doesn't make any sense. Even though it makes since to me...well duh. Summer got me thinking...since we, humans, know how small an atom can be. Then maybe planet Earth is just one small atom on something else. Ever thought about that? I've been thinking about that lately. Also...you know how dreams just seem so real. You really believe that they are real. So...when you wake up, are you still in a dream, or is it reality? Because our dreams seem so real, what if we're all in a dream right now. Huh? ha. I love thinking like this...so intelligent? Even though I'm not. I hate my vocabulary. I have no vocabulary at all. It pisses me off. I don't know what I'm saying. Bye. Comment?

ended anger management @ 6:30pm

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