Finally it's Friday. Only two more days of school. There's going to be a send off party on Monday. That will be ok I suppose. I just want to slow dance with Matt (since I hate any other dancing) and hang out with my friends. I was suppose to get online at 8 but I almost blew out my arm pitching today. It kills so much. Well, my arm does, and so does my shoulder blade and back. Everything kills. Practice was...eh. I felt out of place because Alyssa wasn't there. She ditched to hang out with Natalie. Whore. :) I'm so tired. I want to go to sleep but I'm waiting to see if Mari-Jo or Matt get on. I want to do something with them both tomorrow. And Carly. Ha. Doubt I'll do anything with Carly. She rules though. The science final was easy. The computer final was just plan gay. If there wasn't True of False questions then I would have passed with an A. I bet I got a B. Eh. Who cares. I know, I'm so stoned I was invited to Kate's par-tay. I'm not going though. She's a slut. Or so I think. And besides, I don't talk to her ever. Oh so tired. What else is there to say...I think I'm going to lose Matt. I don't know. He just acts as if he doesn't really like me. Kind of like what Tim did. It's sad. I don't know what he wants in this relationship. If I did then I would try and give it to him. Does he want to go fast, slow, have romance, mess around? What? I have no clue. And I hate that.

Am I already failing?

ended anger management @ 9:37pm