Well my mom is trying to make me go to this stupid car antique thing. I don't want to. I won't talk at all and then I'll get yelled at for being a grump. Ugh. I can never please anyone. If I'm not going then I'll have to go outside and practice pitching. We are definatly going to suck on our first game. Why? Because I suck at pitching. UGH! Life is so complicated. I'm hungry. I hate feeling like this...where you just want to eat and eat and eat. Then after you eat a shit load you feel like crap. I hate that. People are just stupid. I'm yelling right now at my mom. She says she's goofing with me. My dad is talking to me and I'm telling him to stop. I hate talking to my dad. UGH! He pisses me off so damn much. Man I'm hungry. lol :) My mom wanted me to smile. So she said "Starts with an M. Ends in an att. Starts with a F. Ends in a abian." haha that got me to smile. hehehhe oh sorry. I'm getting all...heheh on you people. I'M SORRY! I talked to this guy, Tim yesterday. He was such a good listener. He was telling me how guys just want to have sex as soon as possible. And I'm like yeah me too. :) HA. I mean. Oh my. I'm so damn...Fur-Iz-Kay! Eh Eh...wink wink...no what I mean. ;-) ;-) ;-) PINK! Sorry. I still enjoy the colors on this amazing site. Ha. I need to get a tan. But it's too damn cold out to go lay naked...ahem I mean lay in a bathing suit outside. :) I'm so happy right now. You know what I hate...besides that eating thing...when your cuts start to heal and they itch like the dickens! Yeah. I hate that. I'm going to stop cutting now. Even if I do get pissed off at the world. I won't cut. I'm going to actually stop...I'm not going to say I'm going to..try..to stop. I'm going to do it. JUST DO IT! hahah good times. I want to thank Mary for umm being positive towards life because that only makes me positive and it makes me want to live a good life without any regrets. Thanks. DAMN IT, CAN I NOT DO ANYTHING BY MYSELF?! "I can do it myself!!!" Woah, everything relates back to Mary and I's inside jokes. Lol.

ended anger management @ 1:56pm