Well this is the closes to hot pink as possible. I really like the color that I have in my deadjournal. It's fancy. Pink and white and black rule! I just got home from practice. Fun Fun. Alyssa and I were yelling...well I was yelling at people. She was just cussing them out after practice. :-) Oh I love that girl. She's the greatest. We went to Inmans today. It was gay. Damn, I use that word too much. I don't like that. I'm talking to Mary right now. I'm usually happy when I talk to Mary. She makes me feel better. Most of the time. Haha In Home Ec today we made mac & cheese. It was...ok. The cinnamon rolls we had during 1st hour were umm...stupid. Icky? Jeez...I think I'm only updating because Mary did. No, wait, actually I wanted to the other day but this stupid thing said I couldn't update. WTF! So I have to make a new one. Ah. FUCK! I'm going to go to the psychiatrist soon. Well, when the referal comes in then we can set an appointment and we're off to see the wizard. :) Sorry. I really want to talk to someone. I'm going..insane. When I get really angry, I go and cut myself. It's not with a razor or a knife or anything like that. I'm a..wussy..cutter. I use a needle or a safety pin or a staple. That sort of shit. It gets the job done though. But yeah... I get angry a lot these days. I miss talking to Mrs. Kassner. I was so excited when it would be Wednesday so I could go and talk to her. Hm. My mom talked to her yesterday. I thought about going to talk to Mrs. Jacobson...I don't know why though. Just to talk about cutting and stuff. Dude, Nathan is wearing my Moon Cafe shirt. That bitch. Same Miniuk was called a bi. Haha I think that is hilarious. Except it was really mean that she said that all homo's should die. SHE SHOULD DIE FOR SAYING THAT! Stupid bunghole. 8 more days of school! YAY! Caitlyn got her braces off this morning. She looks cute. They don't look real though..her teeth I mean. Only because they're so straight. Ha. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm so glad that it's Memorial weekend. An extra day to sleep. YAY! I'm so tried right now. Maybe I'll go to bed early tonight. Yeah. Catch up on my sleep a bit. I wonder what I'm going to do this weekend. I want to hang out with Mary. Maybe we'll do something. Well...I'm going to go now.

ended anger management @ 8:40pm