School was ok I guess. Very depressed most of the day. Some people were worried. Concerned I would have to say. Last night was hell. Such hell. First of all, I wanted to cut. Cut so deep that I would bleed to death. Then of course I wanted to die. Kill myself right there. I was crying all night as well. Screaming into my pillow. Hell I say. Don't worry though. Nothing to worry about. I did something today that I regret. I shouldn't have done it. ...:( Sorry. I want to go to the play tonight but I don't know if I will. If Mary doesn't want to come with me tonight then I'll just go tomorrow with her. Yeah. Anywho. I got my report card yesterday. All A's, one B+ in scienc,e and a C+ in history. I hate my grades. They suck. I want to slack off so much this last quarter, but I can't because I want to go to Inmans for the reward. Damn. Softball is going to start soon. My mom has a team again. YAY! Although Tiffany Pike, her sister, Lisa, and Lauren Lyman-Stermer are on my team. I don't really like those people. Nope. Not at all. Anywho. If you want to do something this weekend. Please tell me. I am wanting to get out of this hell hole for a day or two. How about three. Yeah. Goodbye. 321207

ended anger management @ 3:28pm